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this exploitative sex trap (allegedly) sponsored by: 
kinda reminded me of my first love. was kind of a jerk in a hot way? it's been a while and I made myself forget about all of it.
it was just a dream
don't put your new love through the old hall of mirrors. doubt that's what they want anyway.
can't emulate the mindset.
please stop LARPing Dream Guy, anon.
might as well pick one out of a lineup at this point. last man standing kind of thing. it's impossible to get attached to that.
it feels like men popping out of nowhere, like there's a queue of fans and foes. so many shots being fired that it's a warzone. ops and counterops. the whole spectrum from "I'm her type" to "lemme break her".
I can't account for the pressure, it's out of my control. this isn't some superficial thing.
why you should always start at the beginning.
the guy behind the guy behind the guy
just scared and I don't want to feel that way.
somebody died trying to protect me from very bad people. that's why it's so serious and why I do what I do. it's a very heavy thing almost all the time. why would anyone want to deal with that?
I am like way too keenly aware of how much some people hate me. and how much they'd hate you. pardon my not even wanting to consider it, but it's for the same reason every time.
something like that?
I don't even know who's doing what and why anymore. it all occurs in the dark.
if you don't get it or can't handle it, I don't have time to explain it to you.
must be nice being America's Golden Boy.
when have I felt safe enough to do that?
ever have a problem context switching?
I've never played 5D chess but this feels like that.