yup. I think what sticks out to me is the absurdity of these people believing they can claim certain "unicorn outsiders" as territory.
no seriously I went to a private Christian school until 9th grade, so didn't realize how cutthroat other 14-15 year olds were lol. my becoming a cheerleader was a bit of a fluke cause I didn't have any skills but was tiny enough to be a "flyer" and ended up being pretty good at it.
def was a small school tho, and we weren't really good at anything lol. pretty much why this is the first time I've ever mentioned it. not a very life-defining thing, just a memory.
yeah cause behind the facade are a bunch of greedy, miserable backstabbing people who actually hate each other's guts.
if you happen to pose a threat to them, they project all of their bullshit onto you.
I think the point of me saying that is that despite being disliked by a certain group, I didn't just sit around and mope about how unpopular I was. I found really good friends and enjoyed my time with them. cheerleading was fun because I had guy friends who were athletes and got to be there for their games and matches. pretty much all of them were kind, nice, and respectful.
oh yeah def. also crazy to me how much effort adjacents put into preventing those elites from ever meeting someone outside the group.
I was literally homeschooled up until HS so went in not knowing anybody and was very shy.
you mean they don't allow themselves to trust outsiders? I think that's where the term comes from.
I was a cheerleader in HS but wasn't really part of the popular group. most of my friends were outside of it. both of our star QB's had a crush on me and this pissed off all the popular girls who wanted them, like, somehow I was the enemy for just doing my own thing whether guys found that attractive or not.
there was a little area that all the popular kids in HS would hang out at that everyone else called the "wall of incest" bc they had all dated and hooked up with each other and I think that's funny cause it's exactly what it's like in upper elite circles.
"oh my brother knows your brother!" - guy who sold sex tape
it wasn't until right before I broke up with him that it all hit me that there was really no escaping their advances and that, if I didn't fight back, it would be a recurring problem in any relationship I have.
so my rationale is that I should probably be more open to dating someone who understands how difficult a public life can be and isn't afraid to stand up to these dudes and protect me.
I don't blame any of my exes from being resentful about the fallout of attention that's been on me, but even I realize that some of them are simultaneously simping for the men doing this stuff and trying to capitalize on the opportunity.
predictable shit, imo.
it's sort of insane when you're dating someone and then a bunch of very wealthy, prominent men interfere with that and then intel gets involved and it's becomes a melee situation.
the last guy I dated was actually very sweet and I thought, like, oh I can just move on and these bros will leave me alone finally, but that's not what happened.
they ended up bullying him and making threats, allegedly, and are trying to make the case that I was intentionally being deceptive when literally any normal person can understand how scary it is to have a bunch of creepy stalkers constantly interfering with your personal life.
no but they might be trying to car accident me.
all my exes are back and they want answers
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