the most beta thing in the world to me is when a man acts like he's being attacked because you're seeking answers and they won't give them, so you have to learn secondhand about what really happened.
GM to everyone who tries their best to avoid interpersonal triangulation because it's SO uncomfortable to be even a distant dynamic factor in somebody else's troubled relationships!
GM to everyone who otherwise has the capacity to maintain steady, positive feelings about someone despite how hard somebody else tries to make you feel negatively about them.
GM to everyone who is not captive to that very unhealthy interpersonal dynamic where your disdain for one person does not influence your feelings about another person because you're, like, an emotionally mature adult.
gonna write an inspirational children's book about being a musical prodigy and dealing with playground haters.
I just want to go to good shows and see bands I love and not get accosted by people over stupid shit. romantic drama is literally so boring.
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well like goddamn I have been carefully trying to craft a narrative which left the man out of it for numerous reasons, one of them being my own sanity and safety, but now he's not happy about not being cast as my hero. um, ok Enrique.
I honestly think everyone who launches and rugs a shitcoin owes some serious money to the dark lords of the black market and if they don't find a somewhat legal means to pay them they're gonna get their arms ripped off.
pretty much everyone in the government is an NPC – villainous or non-villainous – and I think it should be delineated that until we stop letting the gay Palantir Mafia pick government leaders we are cooked as a civilization. they're bad at it. their picks can hardly come up with their own ideas, let alone quips and memes. it's all regurgitated out of the asshole of a couple bros who want to control the information super highway to a degree that's just plain grifty. literally every choke point they have created is a grift and guess who the endpoint beggars are? not us. not normal people with aspirations. we are the ones they are grifting off of and we are selling our souls for a semblance of security when we should find our sense of security in God.
they created "terrorism" and the wars which followed. we have almost no manufacturing industry in America because all of that effort goes into shit like quantum computing and AI and more iPhones. it's all really stupid. we don't even have high quality and affordable food in our grocery stores because the prioritize the machine god over the farmer.
they gotta go. sorry. just total leeches on society. put 'em on an island where they can play with each other's tech and order door dash. these people are intellectually mid at best. money doesn't make any of them special, it just makes them lazy in the brain and full of hot air. no original ideas because they insist that everything good originates under their watchful eye.
surveillance states actually just make people stupid because they feel nannied and have no sense of a real entrepreneurial spirit. that's why I think all these men are actually like spiritually gay: they want to be daddies and mommies at the same time and they think women are just wombs. they don't realize that it's their own neural programming that killed all the romance between men and women, because literally who really wants to live in a world where some voyeuristic freaks can listen and watch everything they do.
romance is a spontaneous intimate occurrence and it's what usually leads to marriage and babies. but in this world of manufactured romance, these things don't happen organically and they feel forced. resisting this force is being called anti-human when it's actually that intimacy is sacred and these people have no respect for the sacred.
at the end of the day, Palantir itself is no different than any other population control program. I'd say it's worse than a bioweapon but Palantir's covert program IS bioweaponry. how do you think the biolabs of Ukraine and Israel know which type of demographics to target? all they gotta do is ask which ones are being the most disobedient, or who is the most undesirable. in fact, they can use this data to induce suicide or mass murder from anyone they want.
I believe that someday we will actually designate Palantir as a terrorist organization and then build whatever protective defense programs we need on OUR terms. I believe that there's a way to do it that keeps the power in the hands of people, so that mass surveillance never gets to the point where a few men are protecting Epstein and Epstein-like pedophiles while hunting down "dissidents" who literally are just smarter than them and more wise.
I'm just glad the masks are off now and we see these people for who they are.
I watched the John Carpenter movie "They Live" last night and I don't think there's a more apt depiction of where we are as a society. I love the end actually. I wish all of our politicians and leaders had that level of gumption but they don't.
they're all just glorified entertainers.