when i get my shit together i will start researching the anarchist dervishes of the 13th century and i will share EVERYTHING from here. nostr is my micro-blog.

when i am mentally stable, i am thinking of using this place as a notebook for my random research because why not.

i will do nothing but overshare in here. for a while. because i can't fucking move into my parents’ house and start therapy.

my cat is neutered. my best friend broke his leg. my wisdom teeth are killing me. i started using opioid painkillers because i couldn't stand the pain. i've been trying to move for the last 3 weeks but i can't because my burnout doesn't allow me to do anything but daydream. i feel good tho casuse i am literally on heroin.