I remember now. I need to read about possible famines that humanity will face in the 21st century. End of my stream of consciousness. Bye.
I did not become an anarchist in a day. I pray every day for a century where borders and property lose their meaning. Power is in the hands of a few. The current system will collapse with great chaos. It is no longer sustainable, it is very obvious that it will not last very long.
If people build trust in each other, they can communicate without language. Language is a barrier to humanity. A very primitive form of communication.
I will be where I need to be this year. I will practice Wu Wei. By doing nothing, Dao will help me to be where I need to be and I can listen to Wu-Tang on youtube.
Or I could go to Europe for a day just for the concert. It takes 2 hours to get to Berlin, but I won't even bother myself. The visa application process is so long and the bureaucracy makes me want to kill myself.
It could have been perfect. I could visit the USA. Two of my closest friends got married and live in New York. I could have bought tickets to the Brooklyn concert. My other close friend is doing a PhD in Boston, so I could visit him. I have dozens of cousins in the Midwest. A great family dinner in St. Louis and ending. A magical journey and Wu-Tang. It won't happen, but that's okay.
But I can't cross borders like in the times of Laozi. Knowledge and information are neither money nor aids our mobility on land. This may change in the future.
Laozi decided to leave humanity behind and retire, but the soldier
did not allow him to cross the border. Laozi wrote the Tao-Te-Ching. All his knowledge. Then he gave it to the soldier and abandoned humanity.
At a difficult moment in my life, I started listening to Wu-Tang Clan again and started learning Taoism from their lyrics. Dao De Jing is the most beautiful text in the whole world. Daoism heals me. Wu-Tang Clan saved my life.
2001. My dad used to buy random playstation 1 games and i used to play them, every day. That was all I did. One of my favorite games was Wu-Tang Clan's game and their music was playing in the background. I was 6 years old and it was beautiful.
There is no single country that accepts visa application from Turkey. I just want to listen Wu-tang Clan and see my relatives and friends but nope, i am not allowed to cross borders
Wu-Tang and Nas will tour in Europe and America. Nothing could make me happier than being at one of their concerts. But that won't happen.
In my dream, I was at the last script reading meeting of Breaking Bad, everyone was too emotional.
I forgot I am no longer a sunni. The sect I believe in does not practice Ramadan. It is forbidden to pray in mosques and to wear a headscarf. Even alcohol can be consumed during worship.