Distasteful at best even. All went south from 2015 onward:
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Someone asked me to ACH to their business account within Bank of America. I did, it got rejected for who knows why, and I got charged 45 dollars for the rejection. #MakeItMakeSense
I don’t grieve well. It’s likely because I live with OCD. Having a really tricky time even breathing fully in and out since I learned Gavin passed away.
I had some really nice moments from today. Grateful. It’s just man, love is powerful.
“And you are grateful. I am so happy to be alive.”
So grateful to you, Gavin.
The debate was a nice mental break from the consistent heartache I’ve felt re: Gavin throughout the last day.
They’re both so Midwest!
“I appreciate that.”
“I support you.”
“I’d support you too.”
“You too man.”
Oh my gosh 🤦🏾♀️
Apart from family, mentors are who guide me through life. Gavin, I love you.
Watching videos of him today, I saw this one of he and me, Manhattan 2011. A few moments before this, he put his arm around me. In this frame, he drew me closer.
Just pure love.
Thank you so much, Cam. Amen, rest his soul. I’ve just had a steady flow of tears for hours. Still flowing as I write this. Legit he just was/is love.
The voice of an angel.
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Cried tears of love for upward of an hour straight today. A mentor, a fierce advocate, one of the brightest most loving and talent lights in the Broadway community, has died of cancer. Just 48 years old.
I love you Gavin. Thank you for the hugs, the wisdom, your courage, and grace.
Feeling more like myself this evening. Grateful Covid is running its course and it isn’t too bad for me (and my family members I gave Covid to 🤦🏾♀️).
Here’s to the new week. ✝️❤️♎️
That’s a long time to fill silence. Kudos to artists: