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The bizarre misadventures of a man in search for meaning. Basically just another breathing idiot, go follow someone else.

But damn, chapter 9 is killing me. I need the gym. Ttyl

OK, here's the hard truth, I went to the wrong party.

It was wierd, I got the eff outa there, honest mistake.

OK , danced some, consumed 3 hearts, shared to insta , party is looking better #shitfaced

Moon rocket landed, texted bro, and bosslike dude and also texted with some chick I met abroad.

Shit i'm at a party and i'm playing with my shiny square, bad party

Whatever you decide just do it so I don't have to think to much, that's my only request.

Uh, does that mean I need to adjust my lists to get some quality content?

Also tonight I had a wierd conversation with a pretty woman, she told me she's afraid of dick but still can't get enough of it. I held a straight face and replied "I love licking pussy, it's so soft."

For some wierd reason she got offended, provably something else I did wrong, point is i had just fallen down a flight of stairs, the adrenaline was still pumping in my ears, i'm good though, completely unscathed πŸ€™

Anywhoo, let's pretend I didn't share this gotta go sleep, big day tmrw.

I'm so in love with life.

Fuck last time I was this happy some woman came and ruined my life.

Eh eff it. I'll just lean into it when it happens, i'll live.

I'm back home again, cleaned the apartment, unpacked the bag, watered the plants, finished work.

The chaos is starting to overflow again. I don't know if it's my ego talking or the id.

Thursday, Restless πŸ§›β€β™‚οΈ

I haven't figured it out yet, I don't wanna register at some place and I got no clue what happens to zaps if my selfhosted wallet is offline.

Yes that is the rational conclusion, one which we usually arrrive at after having ventilated all of that bottled up πŸ’©, I think as long as people don't start ventilating in unison then nostr's pipelines should sucessfully be able to dissapate the pressure away from the mainlines.

I love soltitude, because I need it sometimes.

I love people, because I need them sometimes.

Keeping it balanced is important.

Thank you to all the amazing people who's path I trod πŸ™ you people are amazimg ✌️

The end of chapter 9 is true, i've known it for while.

If you're single guy, drop porn as it harms your connection to women.

Besides it's much nicer to get it done for you given that you know how to comfortably ask politely.

It's the journey that matters, not the destination.

This is so wierd