Good lord! #gm 
Well ok then. Glad we had this talk #es lets do it again tomorrow. 
At it again. Saw SMT sgain and enough of a respect for the 15m fvg to take another risk. holding the line. walking away from the charts and letting this do its thing.
Will be back at 15:05 to see what happened. 
stopped out. 
eff it. just saw a break of range finally. moved SL to BE just incase that was a buyside raid.
The markets are DEAD. Remember time, then price. I need to focus that silver bullet hour better. Strike when the iron is hot. This will be a losing trade. SSL gonna get ran where my stop is before it goes to my TP. Again. 
Reason for trade, SMT between #ES and #NQ. BOS on #es leaving behind a fvg. Entered long on the bottom of the fvg. 
Entered another long off a 15m fvg. nice bounce but currently coming back at me. 
SMT formed on the 5 min. 5m fvg being respected. Want to go long. 
Once again trying to practice patience today. We are in optimal trade entry zones for both #es and #nq. 
It seems I was not the only one having a bad trade day. Too bad too. the delivery was there.
I hear a lot lately that I need to stay away from #NQ and focus on #ES but from what I am seeing, I would have hit my TP more than once over the last few week on #nq vs #es. I feel like I need to stick with #nq. nq did prove the stronger pair this morning starting off. more data needed.
Full transparency, blew this account TF up. Left the 1 contract on, got in. stopped out. tilted a bit and gambled the rest of it away. Down to 3 eval accounts.
Checked the charts real quick. Still dancing around. SL to BE.
Last update before I leave the charts for a bit. It went all the way down to my order and didn't get me in lol. Dang. 
Considering closing my long on #es its looking weak to me.
Had I not been hasty, this is the entry I would have looked for. Going ahead and adding another contract. 