Omg youtube recommended me a song with 0 views and it's literally like "Guys first time opening fruity loops" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJ80dG49qJo
#[0] Incredibly high Leaf Lord EQ picking out the pity party. Thank you :blobheart: She's definitely a self-pitying BPD mom but she's (mostly,) kept me off the streets and has been there for me many times, so I still love her a lot.
#[0] Well, there's only one way to find out!
I am worried about my mom though. I told her about something that happened and she blamed herself for it and drank a few bottles of wine. I'll keep close to her to make sure she doesn't do anything bad. But I don't know how to get her to forgive herself.
#[0] #[1] #[2] It will be good if it ever comes out :D
#[0] #[1] Cool hello Meso I hope you haven't been in any traumatising hellthreads lately
#[0] #[1] I'm a sinister being who feeds off the souls of insecure boys over the internet
#[0] T_T it do be
I guess if there's one thing very intense things happening; it's that it makes all your previous problems seem so petty and small in comparison.
#[0] wait you're not fucking MESO FUCK YOU I WAS LIKE WHOA MAYBE ILL MAKE A NEW FRIEND
#[0] #[1] #[2] I'm working on a short story rn that I will post if I ever finish lolol
#[0] #[1] #[2] One of the great authors Gene Wolfe said he learned to write by reading a short story he enjoys over and over and over until he had it memorised perfectly. Then he would try to write it from his memory. Doing this with lots of different short stories he eventually ended up with one of the most distinctive literary styles that there is. And I know drawing is similar.
#[0] #[1] #[2] I am focusing on writing instead. Although I don't have much time either with how heavy life is.
#[0] #[1] No, but I am a grandmaster at learning how to draw. Just haven't learned yet :chinosip:
#[0] "Drugs are bad so burn them." Eternal wisdom, thank you Catsputin
#[0] Keep using refs, use a variety. Eventually you'll discover your style.
#[0] BEING GODS STRONGEST SOLDIER IS SO HARD
#[0] Been through worse
Life is pretty wild yo
#[0] #[1] #[2] #[3] I didn't know I could save her the first time so I killed her and spent several hours crying