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Son of Vin 🍷
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Wine super fan, tech freelancer, & founder of VersusMedia: streaming films and music for Sats. 🍷 https://sonofvin.com 🎬 https://versusmedia.com Nostr Text Based Role Playing Game: (retired) Choose Your Fate Game Nostr trivia bots: (retired) WineMasters TriviaMasters

Dental isn’t cheap. Have a #zap

With the zap button back in Damus, I’ve had to retrain myself away from the like button again 🤦‍♂️ #zapathon

Pick up my kid on time from school or make it for the #zapathon? Hard decision 😂

Can't help but DCA more days in a row when BTC drops a bit.

I love using desktop nostr:npub12vkcxr0luzwp8e673v29eqjhrr7p9vqq8asav85swaepclllj09sylpugg but I've noticed that it tells me every single profile I visit follows me. Big if true, but sadly not the case. I'm not cool enough for that. #plebchain

Replying to Avatar Tatum Turn Up

Heavy note that I felt compelled to share.

Trigger warning: Suicide

I’ve been kicking ass and taking names for 25 years, in less than a month it’ll be 26. To some that’s normal. To me that’s phenomenal. Because by the time I turned 18, a mere teen transitioning into his real life, I attempted to take my own twice and failed.

It was mostly to do with how my brain operated. It wasn’t doing what it was supposed to. It was telling me that everything was bad. And that there’s an easier way out. I had a really good upbringing. I had plenty of friends. I was the student body president. I was the class clown. But my brain was telling me “all this is worthless and stupid and you can’t keep this up much longer.”

I’ve never been more happy to have failed what would have been the biggest choice of my life. Twice.

Since then I’ve seen psychologists, medical doctors, pastors, and I’ve since become more comfortable and open about talking about my survival story. Because it needs to be talked about because I’ve since seen one of my best friends and my younger sister’s best friend unfortunately succeed in taking their own lives. And I’ve seen what happens to families, friends, and communities. No one should go through that. I wish no one ever had to ever again.

I wrote this because you need to hear one of two things:

1) You are loved so damn hard by so many people even when your brain is telling you that’s not the case. I promise. Even further, you are loved by a Creator who sacrificed everything for your sake. And if that still doesn’t help, hit me up. I’m happy to talk to you. Not to try and convince you that what I’m saying is true. I just want to hear your story. I want to be your friend. I’ll listen. That was all I really needed all along.

If that didn’t apply to you, here’s your message:

2) Think about every interaction you have with every single person from here on out. Be extremely intentional and think very carefully on what you say. Because you don’t know what they’re going through, and you could literally be the reason their loved ones see them again. And you might not even know it.

Happy to be here. Thank you for loving me. Now go love everyone else.

Glad you pulled through those times and have become the bright shining person you are now. Youth can be a trying time for us all and I struggled heavily with finding my place in the world back then. Shy, very little friends, didn't feel needed at all. We reach out to others for confirmation and feeling of belonging and when they don't bother even responding, it can destroy those that are fragile. Truth is, we often times just misinterpret how others feel about us. It was when I stopped caring what others thought of me and focused on what brought me joy and fulfilled my curiousness that I found purpose. Being YOU is all you should be.

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guilty

Dude will be a Svelte Jedi soon 🤙

Just self destructed a Mastodon instance I setup over 1 1/2 years ago. It had been on autopilot most of the time (except for the ridiculous upgrade steps each time) and found myself using it less and less as I spent more time here. I gave everyone over a month to move and recommended them to come over to nostr instead.

Never had a problem with them. Handed out quite a few and no one has had problems.

Today was pure chaos

One thing that I am noticing is that many of the current Nostr apps are offering recommended follower lists of top well known people here. Many of them are very busy people and for whatever reason just don’t have the time to respond to most people. So newbies are being recommended to follow people that are probably not going to ever reply to something of theirs. New people will get disheartened and leave. Wouldn’t it be better to use some method to determine who are the people that are very active and responds often and have those people be part of the recommended follower lists? That data is literally able to be pulled from Nostr. There are some amazing people that I see posting here nearly every time I open the app. Focus on them should be bigger.