Yep that’s better.

I don’t speak for all guys and I don’t know the nature of your relationship so take it for what it’s worth 😂

Guys tend to say what they mean and mean what they say quite literally.

There are no cryptic meanings with us.

Maybe indifferent 😐

Let me figure this out..

Unless he brought it up, he’s not complaining.

His name is almost Damus! 😂

Bonjour!🫂☀️💜

GM ☕️🌞

Fat fingers…

GM note gets reposted, GM note gets zapped, i receive invoices and not a single GM back. Nostr just like IRL, solitude in the middle of the crowd.

Good morning 🧡

Plebs please excuse my sensitivity. Last weeks have been tough on the body and the mind. Isolation and solitude have been soul crushing… on my birthday, at social events, on my short stay at the hospital. I seem unable to foster and maintain connections with other humans. Has it always been like this? Maybe.

Every time I discover a new space, a new group, I get my hopes up but I m likely carrying the source of my problem with me. I am a watcher, or just annoying.

I can blame it on adhd, dyslexia, Asperger, abuse related cPTSD, intentional alienation caused by toxic fucks… I could. But I have internalized it all. I am simply unfit. This is all my fault and I am not finding the ways to fix it, attempts results so often in failures that attempting is becoming more and more scary, life becomes smaller and smaller each year and I am not allowed to die. nostr:note18r8cmc7k79grdjkav4s44gv6c5exuk8kqs50xqzv798ge5a637gsmhy3cw

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keeps the zaps away nostr:note1ygryxzm9vp69emfv660zyk5q9sgajkdk9v6xsrhju4vfkyca737qw4l39l