do we prefer when i add likes everywhere

or do we not prefer

well,

~i~

prefer

because im always repping teenage girls

my very own

that i choose not to show up this way?

is a choice

i have been able to do this?

a very long time

i can be exceptionally impeccable with my words as if to be blinding

& to be honest, a lot of me would rather i didnt because it hurts my feelings

i am going to say something only one time

to even spend a single hour today consulting my very own chart?

is an hour i wouldve spent staring at a piece of paper instead of literally anything else

like writing on nostr 😌 which i far far far far prefer

i really really really like what i dont know

im really grateful

im never trying to see the future

all of that strikes me as faithless & like

lowkey in defiance of nature, natural unfolding, simply life experiencing herself himself theirself

i find most of it

a rather narcissistic enterprise of mirror gazing & finetuning & perfecting in a way i simply dont like personally

for me?

astrology doesnt really

ultimately, & i mean this so very respectfully & gently:

please use all the help available to you that excites you & makes you light up & want to learn more

dream interpretation etc

all the same kinda thing

really, it is simply a framework resting on top of & beneath talk therapy & analysis

a very confirmation bias exploration for most people

where you vibe you keep digging kinda thing is how most people use it

what is so cool about astro is the levels never stop

like progressions, solar arcs, fixed stars, hellenistic, horary, medical astro, herbal remediation astro,

there are just endless frames inside frames & inside frames & people

come up with even more methods all the time

for more: a gentle article with personal examples from her life https://www.leahwhitehorse.com/2014/11/12/nodes-transiting-nodes/

4, 13, 23, 32, 41, 51, 60, 69

ages (approx) Nodal Square

ages (approx) of Reverse Nodal Return 27, 46, 64, or 83 years old