my smile

my laugh

that any human anywhere anywhere

is capable of this

doing this

to little ones

hard to breath so hard to bear nostr:note1ffn8cj5h6j6zytgf5qg5yav9sqqserfz5r73cqr8jjwf74ql4res907hj5

struggling with what you have to live with

& what you cannot bear

it is enough to be human

it really is

how would we ever know?

all of this is so beyond us

we are human beings

the Beloved of God

to some sufis?

that's the Beloved

death of the devil

tripped me out

at the end of the sage francis song

maybe if you die & get buried in currently ny state you belong to those gods there since time immemorial

maybe ny state mother nature

maybe the worms that live here

maybe simply compost

or ash & bone

or biohazard depending on how you are laid to rest

maybe north america is a whole different thing

truly who would ever know

in brighter news tho

maybe you have to die in the middle east for that god to even lay his hands on you?

maybe his purview only stretches to where his people were when books were written?

seems real weird

seems like idk

their god is gonna be real unhappy or whatever with them

so like...

why are human beings

inside their own superiority complex

playing god as if they know best

simply cos they have the capital to buy their designs into reality

reading their book

seems pretty logical

as in, the logic follows pretty simply

that if that god guy didnt want a devil on earth or in hell or on your shoulder or inside your ear there would not be one there

people came here & discovered our existence & told us ~we~ were devils

i am ndn

these arent even my gods

we are not tasked with eradicating whatever people in power perceive as chaotic, evil, dirty, wrong, or against interests of capital

we are tasked to bear

what is given us

or die trying