Yeah, but it could also be a front. Saving ass. I don't know, I'm tired of it all. I need to stop watching YouTube for my own sake. I watch a lot. I need to scale it back and go live in the moment.

and just imagine if it is all fake, then the last video everyone was is, like 50 youtubers, i just lost interest in all of them...because this leaves a foul taste in my mouth. So hopefully as a collective they all do the right thing, and not just a cover-up.

yeah, a lot of people encouraging each other. Funny, I was thinking about it as if these teens never got told to stop and then they kept going, while all egging eachother on....like i hang out with my ten year old nephew, and if I didn't stop his rough housing or hyperness sometimes, he would wear himself out. I literally need to tell him to take breaks and calm down. So I can only imagine when you have a bunch of those young adrenaline filled kids get together, then add money and fame and ten years later with no consequences, and learning off of each other, how it is a recipe for disaster. They need better role models and they need people to care, but I guess it is hard when you are given so much freedom. It's all fun and games, until it is not. But what breaks my heart is I thought it was doing all this entertainment but still keeping their word. Like I knew some of the stuff was fake, but I thought it was for a bigger picture, to help people. That's important to me. If I say I am going to do something I do it, and if I fuck up, I say it. I don't make promises I can't keep. I have broken them before, but I always try to course correct and be honest about why I did it. Then I never do again. So I guess I was finally excited to see someone big who could make mistakes along the way, and course correct, who genuinely seemed like they were trying to help. But to just come off as a used car salesman, that's not good. To be like all the other famous people. People make mistakes is one thing, but to totally have a private boys club then put on a front is kind of gross. I can't unsee that. I wanted to see the philanthropy side. I fell for it. I feel like an idiot. So I am kind of done supporting people until I can see it from all angles. Not just a five minute video.

It's August! 🙏🏼

Corrupt and criminal Von der Leyen pressing legal charges against Germany for not giving migrants enough money wasn't on my bingo card.

No, i think this is something were they think they are in control and risk things and now it’s slowly spiraling out of control.

Do you think this was released on purpose? Like a killswitch?

Just lay all the cards on the table, and hope to build a different way now you are older and more mature kind of thing?

i haven't read those yet, still watching all the stuff about Ava

you ever drink water so hard it hurts?