One last flux before I sleep pray for me that I do not see. Dreams are a thing but it can be good or bad it's still a dream I haven't had a good one in years yes it's true my mind lives in nightmares. Parallel fates no way to escape even if i'm awake i'm still afraid.

Who could understand only someone whis been betrayed but I don't need someone to relate. Talking is not an answer neither is psychology or a pill what I need is a cleansing to relief & escape from hell. I never thought norse mythology could have something in it's myths that's actually right. Hell isn't a burning plane ran by a big red demon Hell is what they say all your bad imaginations come to manifestation a place with infinte space big or small your imagination develops it's pressure & weight.

I think through interpertations that Hell is your mind & if your already there you know it's impossible to escape. You are the demon, tortured, torturer, & the feeling of pain. Only someone who hits your 5 points can create a doorway for you to escape.

If you don't believe hell is really your mind ask yourself this why does it feel so god damn good when someone runs their fingers through your hair rubbing your head? When your temples hurt why does it feel like fingers pressed or nails digging in? Hell is not somewhere we go to we build it in our lifetime.

Whats the cure whats the cure sex? No no no at least not alone. You can fuck as much as you please but it won't bring your mind at ease it will only amplify your frustrations. Smoke some cannabis sure that calms the mind but doesn't stop it. The only possibility to be free is to inject yourself with DMT. I speculate & hope someday I am right because until then my tormented soul takes flight & I let out my pitch all night.

Some people just don't want to talk they want to feel it. I'm one of those & it's hard to feel when your worlds nothing but stone, ash, & bones. In the center lies what was once your crest now it's your body lying in sut but your not dead.

Walking like damaged goods fractured in the head the only thing that's worse is lying down in bed. A glimpse in the corner of your eye turns you read because it's your Hell manifesting again.

If someone could give anything to make this go away. Finnancial security, bud, head rubbing, & bjs for 6 months straight might do it. Who knows you might read all of this & think well it's fucking stupid. Thats okay you don't get it so the only thing you can do is lose it.

Understand?

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My point is that the incentives and interest of Vrtuous Full Nodes and #Bitcoin #Loyalist is the same as Bitcoin. This is a HUGE! difference between us and everyone else.

It's the difference between a Doctor who prescribes a medication or vaccine because it's the best one for you (Maxi). Or a doctor who prescribes a medication because it's the most profitable for them.

Which doctor do you want doing your child's brain surgery. Or your open heart surgery?..💀🧡😊🦍

Can someone explain what Odell is in this bitcoin terminology?

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So today on twatter yellow made a meme pointing out something yellow found funny about de Shinobi episode and then a bunch of sandwiches people attacked yellow calling him a triggered puppet when in reality I kinda agreed with their points but just wanted to point out the way it was delivered. After dat Ordinals people attacked yellow calling him a triggered puppet because they thought yellow was just wat his avi shows: laser eyes, even if yellow is against filters. After laser people started calling Shinobi names when the meme wasn't about that. If so many angry peoplez call yellow triggered I guess yellow must be huh. Everyone lately is in camps it seems. Meanwhile, being a contrarian Bitcoiner is so hot right now. If enough of the contrarian Bitcoiners get together that makes them conformists though, so being a contrarian then means align with the old conformist values? Wait wat. Anyway I guess the contrast for them is saying one thing and doing the exact opposite, so it was from the start weird to yellow. In the end, a Bitcoiner told yellow that he noh equiped to have opinions on such technical matters and shouldn't meme it either. He should educate himself first and ask questions later. Yellow still wonders how he gets educated in a subject if he doesn't ask questions and memes about it. So how was your day here on nostr?

No matter how long your friends with someone 1, 5, 15, or 20 years it only takes one disagreement to throw it all away. People are too emotional.

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No matter how long your friends with someone 1, 5, 15, or 20 years it only takes one disagreement to throw it all away. People are too emotional.

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Financial Literacy for Children

10% - charity

10% - savings

10% - investment

70% - living

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Causation isn't the standard used for drug safety. That would be insane! criminal! and totally unscientific.

The Maximum! number of #deaths or serious #injuries allowed for a #drug to be approved for the general public is ZERO!!!

The Maximum number of deaths or serious injuries allowed for a drug to stay on the market is ZERO!!!

Therefore we don't use causation. We use strong suspicion or signals. Aka temporal correlations. A human life is too Precious!!! to risk on causation.

It can take decades to prove causation. By then you would have millions of needless deaths and murders like we have from the so-called covid #vaccines..🤡💊💉💀😠

Laser eyes still up to 100k not changed. Let's try building some things again. rehabilitation is boring $like raise your hand ( $comment )? somewhere on my profile you will find a $boost and a nice video. How #Nostr makes me Feel 🫂

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