I slowly begin to believe that I've been suppressing grieve about loss and failure most of my life. Inner freedom gives way to grieving. Late but not too late.
Something in me is continuously changing. There's a sense of being set free. At the same time I feel sadness about relations and moments that are buried by time passing. They are gone. Just biased memories in my being, narratives that you can't trust.
As every evening the ☕ was a wonderful finish-up.
If I really search for something and can't find it, I'll use Nostros.
☕
Marsa Matrouh could become a challenge.
Maybe it is already.
🚩The letter to our interns still needs to be written. The outlines for marriage and forgiveness need to be put together this weekend. Next week all can be fleshed out.
Stuart Bowman.
Stuart is the main developer and maintainer of Satellite Earth, a web-based nostr client and CDN server that is geared towards self-sovereign communities.
Laziness might harbor fear.
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https://satellite.earth/thread/note18axtwywka877kx6rrzqg6krqu8v09czyhk4867srzxv4hvzard7qnraq3x
I'm kinda tired of letting my laziness get the best of doing hard, but worthwhile, things.
Thoughts cross my mind. Thoughts of doubt in what I'm doing every day. The goals that I had set months ago became foggy. Maybe I never really believed in them. That's the worst part. I observe myself not being fully committed anymore. If that is true, we won't win any battle.
Make totally sense.
Images
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Generally nostr is text focused and image storage is considered outside of the scope.
beauty
Satellite is the most beautiful nostr app so far. It intentionally does not offer image upload. Nostr was originally created for notes. Summer people can't live without pictures and video.
https://nostrrr.com/p/nprofile1qqs9s4de70ddzdk94sans993wkvkgqv9temtn6djxuuwcv9n6djlhwcz7mqa4
..a truly beautiful reader of my posts..
Being dropped by relays..
If all the relays that you have used in the past go offline, all your posts will be unretrievable. This is one reason that Nostr allows users to connect to many relays – this ensures some degree of backup. That said, if you’re really interested in being uncensorable, you can and should run your own personal relay.
Another live relay list.
https://nostr.watch/relays/find
Looking for the best and fastest.