What are attractive men like when it comes to stuff like this. For example of an attractive young man.. let’s take nostr:npub16vrkgd28wq6n0h77lqgu8h4fdu0eapxgyj0zqq6ngfvjf2vs3nuq5mp2va Alex! Let’s say this was a different planet, where women were more powerful than men, and so, if a woman saw you’re videos of jujitsu and asked you to have sex twice a month for lots of money, and food and giving you credit cards and cash and taking care of your everyday expenses, how would you feel?
I’m only asking you this, because I used to ask my Russian ex the same thing. Older women used to ask him out for one time thing for some money, not a lot …
But anyways.. Would you do it? Or is love important to you? nostr:note1kwq2n7gfgdfyn783jjx6k6t785hp0skaw78kemuxxphn3vj2969q3ykqlq
I want to know a man’s mind, a younger attractive man’s mind
What are attractive men like when it comes to stuff like this. For example of an attractive young man.. let’s take nostr:npub16vrkgd28wq6n0h77lqgu8h4fdu0eapxgyj0zqq6ngfvjf2vs3nuq5mp2va Alex! Let’s say this was a different planet, where women were more powerful than men, and so, if a woman saw you’re videos of jujitsu and asked you to have sex twice a month for lots of money, and food and giving you credit cards and cash and taking care of your everyday expenses, how would you feel?
I’m only asking you this, because I used to ask my Russian ex the same thing. Older women used to ask him out for one time thing for some money, not a lot …
But anyways.. Would you do it? Or is love important to you? nostr:note1kwq2n7gfgdfyn783jjx6k6t785hp0skaw78kemuxxphn3vj2969q3ykqlq
Did I get ahead in life by sleeping my way and using my body? Sure.
But I wouldn’t have been able to do that if I was unattractive or didn’t have the courage to do it, or wasn’t smart to play along and be submissive in some situations, especially the ones where my vulnerability and weaknesses got him attached to me
Some older men get attached, when I say I’m going to LA for a photoshoot, they become so fearful of me leaving completely that they start offering more things.
I always liked acting but I never thought I was model material until after a model gig a lot of older men started giving me money. Then I was like … “oh this is making me quickly rich and pay bills” well maybe I should make more content like this
Can you stop, I don’t want to think of steak and boobs in one sentence
These are just side hustles, I still have a full time medical job that I do everyday. But my dream job is to either own a movie making company or a magazine/newspaper likes The NY Times nostr:note18cfhm0y9r977g0er9se60yw76p7y0hjzjgveq8khhn9jdevxdljqn3mmx3
I have 3 interviews
1. Today for a pageant
2. Monday for a event modeling/brand ambassador agency
3. Middle Eastern Turkish adult Magazine
All interviews are video interviews
I loved medicine professionally. And I loveeeee theater and acting professionally. But I don’t love singing and cover girl modeling as much as acting.
The only reason I applied to the above 3 is because when I first got back to nyc last October, I did a lot of content creation in beauty and got invited to beauty events. I started posting more SHOWER 🚿 content, & a lot of older men started being very persistent in dating me. When I said no, they started offering things, gifts 🎁, jobs 🏥, money 💰, apartment 🏠 Tv 📺 credit card 💳 eventually I gave in cause all this sounded pretty amazing compared to living at my aunt’s and I wanted to be independent in nyc so badly.
After I dated one old man, and he gave me everything … lots of cash 💰 lots of love ❤️ spoiled me a lot with food, attention and just about everything …
Then more older men started asking me out this year and offered the same and more.
But… when I did get a job and have my own money and can buy my own things, it’s very hard to be doll for the older men. I know that if today I went to the older men that ask me out, they will do everything to make sure I’m happy with money and gifts 🎁 but I don’t really want all this, deep down in my heart and pussy I believe in eternal love and I want to stay independent and look for true love
What’s wrong with me?
It sucks how little medicine pays, whether you’re a researcher or a doctor or a nurse, no one can cover bills unless you have a side hustle of licking 👅 lol jk
May as well marry me? Before I marry a doctor 👨⚕️ I’m just saying nostr:npub1sg6plzptd64u62a878hep2kev88swjh3tw00gjsfl8f237lmu63q0uf63m
nostr:npub1p7fw7hcnf2sff3gvjjxdxc8utfr4fg3qvh5jedgffe6ggjczdh8ss7vf3w nostr:npub1sg6plzptd64u62a878hep2kev88swjh3tw00gjsfl8f237lmu63q0uf63m oh that’s why it says in your astrology that you’ll die either young or have a public death because you’re not married and you haven’t changed your fate or the outcome of your life yet. Have you ever heard that your fate changes with every sacrament you receive,sacrament of matrimony 💍
Atleast not today, don’t post stuff like this
nostr:npub1sg6plzptd64u62a878hep2kev88swjh3tw00gjsfl8f237lmu63q0uf63m if you want to live longer and healthier, give me a ring 💍 and start the 6 seconds kissing me before you go to work 😘
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I wonder if others get anxiety before the firsts, is time a factor for when you get anxiety
Rent is due tomorrow. I hate when I worrry about the 1st of the month coming up and all the bills 💵 I have to pay. I’m shocked I don’t look 60 because the amount of anxiety I get a few days before the first is enough to make me do anything …. 👅
Need to 👅 today
Took the day off. But workout gives me energy even when a little sick