“My life’s a joke and every single choice is a punchline”
I have the same feeling when I see old pictures. Was that really me? Did I really do all that? Were those really my adventures?
What will I become?
Some days this question is exciting, some days this question is scary as fuck.
The other way I also used was to upload to nostr:npub1stemstrls4f5plqeqkeq43gtjhtycuqd9w25v5r5z5ygaq2n2sjsd6mul5 and then lift the link from there. But it doesn’t play nicely in all clients.
nostr:note1xkvcvts97ahk3ht9f9qduyjyknd3ukse6sd7jh7mg2ud83vw609qnuv7w3
Not a lot of people know this about me. But I only started making videos 2 years ago. Before that I produced music...
Just found one of my VERY FIRST PRODUCTIONS FROM 8 YEARS AGO!!
I Need To Express Myself - 2016
Still slaps 😂👀
https://cdn.satellite.earth/f4856bce9b135fa446fa6607eb2c71ea440af78f5bb44266cc8ccdf394e38ba6.mp3
It. Does. SLAP! 🫂
Yes, as long as the CDN you use support them. I used to upload mine on satellite.earth.
https://cdn.satellite.earth/947854ef3d9b878c16a20af9a17508de59ba4b59ac209076639d6ca1d4b6ac63.m4a
Just found my first music productions i've worked on from 8 years ago.. (yes back then i only did music no videos yet)
Should I just slap them onto nostr:npub1yfg0d955c2jrj2080ew7pa4xrtj7x7s7umt28wh0zurwmxgpyj9shwv6vg ?
👀 release it on nostr
4 cups for 20!?!? In some countries that equals riots in the street (at least Italy)
That being said… pleb do you want to pay for the tools and services you use.? Or would you rather have the tools and services you use sell you to the highest bidder? nostr:note14athw6cx7u9tvaa6w4ly9gkulqlc54nnt4d42lcapq8rtmn00hdqm8pf3z
Not to worry, I will find another excuse to come at another time. 😢🥲🫂
Writing this here so everyone can see.
I don’t like fakery. If you pretend you do something you don’t, I won’t like you.
I don’t like selfishness. If you take way more than you give, I won’t like you.
As an autist, I have this weird (totally normal to me) relationship with justice. I’m a walking contradiction who hates ideologies while clinging onto some ideals.
“Don’t lie to me. I won’t forgive you” is a problematic approach in a world where everybody lies so often.
Sitting between two chairs.
Too white for the black, too black for the white.
Too poor for the rich, too rich for the poor.
Too stupid for the gifted, too gifted for the stupid.
Too normal for the autist, too autist for the normal.
Too well behaved for the troublemakers, too much of a troublemaker for the well behaved.
Too sick for the healthy, too healthy for the sick.
Too much to the right for the left, too much to the left for the right.
The feedback I heard the most in my life? You’re different.
The feeling I felt the most in my life? Not belonging.
September is always complicated sadly. I’ll be back eventually, preferably December to April. 😉
It changed me, and changed the way I look at filmmaking. First act can be a bit tedious (I remember thinking “why am I wasting all this time?”) but then it sucked me in and slapped me in the face.


