We created gods to fool ourselves into hope that all of this have some purpose.

I know that too well.

Describe your current mind state with one word.

All animations from this channel are super good.

Check out the first one from them. It is a masterpiece:

https://youtu.be/v1Z5BnBuFyE

Do you sometimes think how would you surroundings react on your disappearance?

Would they miss you or sigh with relief?

Should we bother, since we would never find out?

I've already removed some weeds and planted first veggies. There are also some fruit trees that will give fruits if taken care of properly. I'm planning to plant new ones too when the right time comes.

And a lot of flowers.

But it will take couple years to put it back into shape. Requires proof of work.

But I need that work in my current state.

I've bought tiny piece of land.

Abandoned garden left unmanaged for two or three years.

Nature took it over in the meantime.

I will restore it. Find my peace there.

Echo chamber shrinks

Everyone is fake, playing they role on the global theater.

We are just a wardrobe of characters and creations.

Every day we put on a mask depending on the circumstances and environment.

Every month of DCA under 30k I consider a discount.

It takes so little to get buried alive within yourself.

Ah, currywurst.

German fetish to fat dishes based on sausages amaze me every time I am there.

And also Schnitzel which in most cases reminds me 'Mortadela' from many years back. 🙃

Well startups have tendency to announce big news and then go bankrupt before achieving anything significant.

If you are talking about not believing in space exploration as a whole then I already had one conversation like this couple minutes back here and I am not keen to stepping into this area again.

VAST announced they will be launching together with SpaceX first commercial space station. Targeted to launch in 2 years.

Can fit in Falcon 9 and will be designed to cooperate with SpaceX Crew Dragon.

More on the topic here:

https://www.vastspace.com/updates/vast-announces-the-haven-1-and-vast-1-human-spaceflight-mission-launched-by-spacex-on-a-dragon-spacecraft

One of my main interest is space observation and space exploration (historical and modern) so you tackled my field of expertise since many years. Why we don't repeated moon landing in 50 years I've explained up there. Going and landing to the moon is easy. Many countries doing this right now with probes. Putting there humans is expensive and scientifically unnecessary. I've elaborated on it more in other comment here.

Shitload of probes from various countries photographed leftovers from Apollo landing sites through out the years but yea. It's one big conspiracy and nwo just to trick everybody and gain nothing in return. 🙃

Visit Trogir if you would have chance. It's very close to Split. You can take boat ride there from Split port. Beautiful old town. Smaller but way more beautiful than Split in my opinion.

Provide me those made up PhD fella calculations if you are so sure of them. 🙃

Alrighty.

LND installed on Lunar Lander Chang'E 4 hanging o. The moon right now measured average radiation dose on lunar surface as 1369 uSv/day which gives us around 500 mSv/yr or 0,5 Sv/yr

Source for above:

https://www.science.org/doi/full/10.1126/sciadv.aaz1334

Which in fact is the same as:

'(2) The annual limits to the lens of the eye, to the skin of the whole body, and to the skin of the extremities, which are:

(ii) A shallow-dose equivalent of 50 rem (0.5 Sv) to the skin of the whole body or to the skin of any extremity.'

Defined by US Nuclear Regulatory Comission.

Source:

https://www.nrc.gov/reading-rm/doc-collections/cfr/part020/part020-1201.html

There are also researches about dose that Apollo missions participants received during whole 12 days of the mission but you do not believe in their existence so there's no point bringing them here.

You guys have ban on Google or just too lazy to verify simple facts?

Computers are not the problem here. Orbital mechanics are same as they were in 60s and 70s. You just need basic math to calculate how to get to the moon.

Costs are the real blocker. Back then costs did not matter. Moon race Was another level of cold war. Right now everything is way more expensive and NASA fight battles each year to get budget from the US which they rather want to spend on space exploration which can be done unmanned and can lead into new findings and push science forward.

There is nothing interesting left to be found on the moon so it's not a priority.

Space probe is pennies in comparison to send people anywhere outside of atmosphere.

Simple as that.

Artemis mission is more about learning how to live outside of Earth and establish another space station on higher orbit than just visit the moon once more.

Dude, it's not like cosmic radiation levels are something magical and unknkwn. Your story is so full of bullshit that can be overthrown by average high school student with minimal knowledge about physics and radiation. xD