You attacked me anyways. You already treated me like crap. Now you can choose to be a petty piece of shit or evaluate circumstances.
I write down my memories, because everyone else decided that the only thing I was worthy of is being attacked over every excuse they could make up. My dreams will have to wait.
If there is no understanding at all, I have no basis to work from.
You don't have a toilet paper roll app? ๐คฃ
To specific people: are you complete imbecils? You've done nothing but try to force false accusations based on bad assumptions and other false accusations and other lies.
Not that I speak from experience, but lean forward, it also helps to force the shit out.
I don't get it. Was there any more lying or false accusations or bullshit going on? Any info?
To responder: again, what is it you think?
To specific people: what is your obsession with not wanting to hear the truth? It's like you people are permanently retarded by your own shitty (lack of) morals and ethics and the miserable standard of society you have apparently created?
OTR is one of few initiatives known to work. I could've explained, but you didn't let me. I have been mocked, harassed, attacked at every step. I had been transparent at every step. The only thing you saw was an idiot. Even though you never bothered to check if I produced decent work. Nobody actually attacked me on any of the work. You were too busy with your lies, deception, harassment and abuse, to stop and think.
And, even *this* is not correct. It wasn't about having drowned. It was about the harassment and abuse that came afterwards and forceful threats and abuse that you employed in your "righteous" pursuit of your rotten attitude.
I feel like they truly haven't figured out anything despite all my explanations.
No offense, but none of it was hard to figure out. I communicated constantly. You just don't want to hear it.
Same with the shitshow at ASML. I had so many things figured out, root causes analyzed, problems could be solved. Those stupid fucks decide they want to attack me massively without even proper communication. They had all the false accusations figured out, all the lies prepared and were actively working on deception after deception.
I didn't "work really, really hard then expect some kind of trophy". I did really good work and contributed to society, and in return a massively toxic society decided to destroy everything I did and worked on for some petty, misplaced hate and contempt. Effectively, waaaayyy too many people are invested in destroying a society that could perfectly well function and at the same time are TOO FUCKING STUPID to understand that they ARE THE PARASITES. Because they're too petty to figure out that you have to contribute.
In the same way I had saved money to be able to sustain myself while doing beneficial contributions to society and in return: 1.) the supposedly smart people try to steal my work because they hate me, and 2.) the parasites demand my money for absolutely disgusting reasons because they're a bunch of parasitic lazy miserable fucks.
This is not an excuse. There were many actions performed locally, in a village, or otherwise by peoplevor in physical vicinity.

