when you feel unfocused and disconnected, you’re aware of those feelings, right?

what is more fundamental, the self-awareness that is always present or your desires that come and go?

could you review our whole conversation and check your answer?

good, let me ask this question again:

self-awareness, or your desire to learn, improve, or whatever things, which are more fundamental to you?

what is more fundamental, the thing that is always present or things come and go?

when you have desire to do whatever things, you’re always aware of that, in other words the self-awareness is there. when you don’t have desire to do certain things, self-awareness is also there. am i right?

you said that no matter what mental activities you’re in, you’re always aware of it. you have that self-awareness. so, shouldn’t it be the self-awareness that consistently exists across all of you mental activities?

so let me ask my question again, is there anything consistently exist across your different mental activities?

is there anything consistently exist across your curiosity state and your non-curiosity state? if so what is it?

have you ever lose you sense of curiosity in your life?

is there anything consistently exist during your dreaming state and your non-dreaming state? if so what is it?

when you’re dreaming, are you aware of the fact that you are in a dreaming state or not?

when you’re dreaming, are you still yourself?

what is the most peaceful dream you’ve had, then?

have you ever dreamed of Eden?

宇宙为什么要设置这样一种幻象呢？

that’s intriguing. are there anything else happened in that dream?

indeed.

do you remember any dreams that are very hard to comprehend?

你有没有听说过maharaj的这句话：the sense of “i am” is like a doorway, it swings one side to all manifestations, and another side to eternity?

i know! i’ve had those kind of flying dreams also. they are wonderful!

what else dreams that are impressive to you?