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Notes to my self

Senses makes it feel like we are some entity feeling pleasant n unpleasant but we are the source watching /aware of everything

We are not living life , we are life.

We're craving for self realization...thst oneness thst we are but mind thinks its via sex

Everything is impermanent so do the right thing because u n others will look back and appreciate it when past won't matter and only memory n the karma will

"Others " are to generate your identity and keeps it going . Me n others are sides of the same coin . They coexist. That's what makes the 🌎

You enjoy love ( attention) n maybe power for sometime but its laced with arrows 🏹 of judgement for a lifetime

Fame robs you off your privilege of privacy in public spaces forever

Once you’ve given me all the name and fame , and I have showed it off to people , what are you going to give me ? I eat only simply πŸ˜‹

Tragedy is till any worldly desire is within ,the truth won't get realized . Because that desire will be enough to give reality to the mind.

I mean devils rules when we aren't aware of them

Devils exist when we aren't aware of them

Mind will continue to desire , want things that makes us feel good and avoid pain, boredom . That's its functioning. Always running from one object to another n never resting without any thought . Each thought has some feeling.

Let it all go down , let all goals burn down , fail ! How many lifetimes we( mind) have had ? How many relationships, objectives, children , parents, siblings , desires, name , fame , experiences ? All got over, died , departed, finished .

Its painful when we have relationship and when we don't. We want some perfect situation and keep running towards it like a ghost from one life to another.

Relationship itself might be painful as two separate persons( mind) collide

Mind thinks its over n all is so worthless . It doesn't want to live anymore to remove /avoid that cloud of pain/depression/hopelessness . Mind makes the objective n wants to die if it fails . It is like trump sponsoring gaza genocide n wanting nobel prize for ending it. Mind is the cause of all sufferings n excitements. N it wants these constantly n no boredom suffering. Mechanism of mind is robotic πŸ€–

Solace , permanent solace is found only in God/self realization. Even thought of God is peace giving . That feeling of absolute/God/self is always here and is whole . Our minds want somethings in world to give that permanent peace . We mistake excitement/pleasure probably for happiness n that's not permanent . Joy is in realization of truth.

As a person its v painful to realize u r alone as a person probably wants to be together . Is being together called love ?

I have to accept i am alone in the journey.

Nothing is not for nothing in my opinion . Everything matters . Do good . Don't sell your soul. Whatever you do , my mom says , you do it to your own self ( good or bad ) ! No good will also go waste . It'll elevate you .

Nothing goes waste.