earlier I said for my photography bucket list, I wanted to photograph women in flowing flowered dresses bathing in bodies of water, but now I want to include you...put you in a dress, stick you in the ocean.
I said let me think about these questions, and I have! I kept repeating to myself, " what DO you want to do?" First off, I have worn so many hats in my life from being a teacher's assistant to being a general manager at a liquor store to doing security for a music school to being a co-host on underground radio shows. If you think it, I probably did it at least once. So, shortly after your questions, I was asked by someone on the team of Nos.Social a question that I wish I could also had taken a moment to think about. The question was if I could go back in time and change anything about my past, regarding my social media experience what would I change, and I answered, "I would have been more professional in how I handle myself." Then this answer and your questions took a hold on me. All of sudden, I am talking about underground radio. I remember it was the first time being in front of the people speaking. I was super nervous, so I became a really exaggerated version of myself. The wild child. The party girl. But looking back, that underground radio station had shaped me in such a way. If I could share the mixed tape I made when I first stepped foot in that place, you would laugh; they all did. It was like the worst five songs anyone working in radio could pick. It was generic, vanilla, nothing worth noting, basic, but because of that, I started listening to everything from local bands to all kinds of genres. As well as watching other artists: writers, filmmakers, chefs, etc. Learning more. I failed at my shot in being my own host. This is the thing I would redo. I would love to do a podcast where I can interview people. The whole concept fills me up more than anything I could imagine. I watch people and watch all the details, "how many times you had said um" or "how many times did you interrupt your guest as they are speaking" or "how the speaker takes the listeners in by making the subject easy to follow" ..etc. I would love to have my own podcast for a short answer. Possibly with a co-host. For example, if Rabble said hey want to do a podcast together, I would say yes, because I think we would have a great back and forth chemistry for that type of media. Or the very least, he could be one of my first guests. So, to sum up this answer, I would go back in time and try this podcasting/radio thing all over again. It is my only regret, because it was something I was so nervous about back then (even if I didn't show it), but now with my experience, I think if I was given the chance to work out all my nerves the first couple of rounds, I would be very happy and very successful at it (maybe not Joe Rogan level but a cool local kind of level). I have always loved asking people questions and learning about them and what drives them.
Also after I came to this conclusion earlier today (I have been trying to type this message for hours), I had met a person who worked on a documentary and is writing a book. I will take that a sign from the universe that maybe I should pursue this.
(side note: I am in the Southeast of the USA)
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The universe in return says, "here your period is coming".
16 hours to go. Piece of cake. Wanna make out tonight?
be funny if we started adding features the way we all used to make our cellphones cooler...wallpapers, rings tones (notification tones from nostr artists), wraps
we are going back to the beginning of time. i think it is a theme.
Happy New Year, Time Travelers!
idea pitch: since women *cough* moms *coughs love crime stuff, podcasts and all, im gonna start posting topics
i love beets, do not like pickled beets; i hate cucumbers, do like pickles. So last thing I learned about myself in 2023 #learnsomethingneweveryday
its catchy
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parenting client is a great idea actually
mom & me is really popular just sayin
half way through this 50 hour work marathon
I can't stop thinking about the clip I saw of Joe Rogan and Duncan Trussel...they don't understand how people are not aware of how monumentally catastrophic this AI stuff could be...and all I can think is all these people have been through a new panic every day for the last - i dont know - five years, that when they heard aliens are real they all said does that help pay my rent which doubled in a couple of years but i get the same pay....after scrolling tiktok and realizing i was waiting for the next social media hit, they are doing this all day long. It is another play toy for them, and they will move on to the next celebrity news, or major breaking foreign news story, or the next filter that makes them look like a baby....its just another thing to pass the day. There was another podcast I was listening, and the idea that AI will be producing all the results eventually. We are going to become a game or we are gonna tune off, maybe we will eventually find nature again. Do we really need the internet? Do we need to be connected like that? Is it making a difference? Especially with all the AI. It will start reading minds, if it doesn't already do so. Big money will continue to exploit us. I guess it is all inevitable. Far-fetched sounding? I think more and more people understand now but its like "it is what it is, what's this new feature?" They can't do anything about it, so they just focus on their little microjoys (i have this book, i need to read it). Times are scary, but I feel Nostr is the final answer to making this world healthier, as long as the people understand through all the "stress tests", we have one objective. To give people their power back. #lastdeepthoughtof2023 #notproofed
Could someone build a fake mining site for inscriptions only? Like a fake blockchain? #lastdumbideaof2023
2024 xo
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26 hours to go. Making coffee now.
My third favorite was slime day. The kids stretched the slime so it was transparent and you could see their faces through it. Another pure joy day. The laughing was so cute.
I took summer camp photos when major activities were happening. The water slide was the best. The kids' faces lit up. Pure joy. Second favorite pics of 2023.
I would love to dress a bunch of women up in pretty flowing flowered dresses then take water shots. Doing these ethereal bathing in bodies of water is on my bucket list for photos I would like to do.
My favorite photo I took in 2023 is a shared kiss by this elderly couple. That was not deceiving. It was super cute, and I hope I can grow wrinkly with someone someday. They better be a good kisser though.