Me laughing at the joke I haven't told yet 
Sometimes, I think I can't live any longer, and it's always in my head. I feel so devastated, but I couldn't talk about it with anyone. I just let the day pass as if every day was just a normal day for me—but it's not. Some days, I feel like I am dying inside. And most of the time, I feel like I am mentally and emotionally exhausted. But, of course, those things are not visible to others. Maybe they thought I was okay all along, but little did they know, I've been having a hard time fighting my silent battles alone.
I don't know how long it will take to be okay, but I'm getting tired of feeling devastated. Everything is slowly falling apart; I could feel it. And sometimes, I just want to stop fighting anymore. I feel so hopeless, and everything makes me sad. I thought it was just in my head, but it's all over my body and soul. I guess it's just so hard to live with this sadness and a broken heart.
— Shiori X
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Robert Louis Stevenson was high on cocaine when he wrote The Strange Case of Dr. Jeckyll and Mr. Hyde. His wife Fanny Stevenson claimed that one night, she was awakened by her husband’s cries. She woke him from his nightmare, only to be scolded: "Why did you wake me? I was dreaming a fine bogeytale." She had interrupted him as his mind wove the first transformation scene of Dr. Jekyll into his dark alter-ego Hyde.
Fanny Stevenson had not been the kind of woman Robert’s parents had imagined for him. While she was beautiful and witty, Fanny was 10 years his senior, divorced, American, and something of a tomboy. She rolled her own cigarettes and knew how to shoot a pistol. But Robert was absolutely besotted by her, even following her back to America. When his family refused to pay for his passage, he toiled and saved for 3 years, just to be reunited with her. All turned out well in the end, for had Robert fallen in love with someone else, perhaps the story Dr. Jekylll and Mr Hyde might have turned out very differently.
Fanny read Robert’s first draft, advising him to re-write it as an allegory. So Robert started from scratch, burning his first draft for fear that he would try to salvage it. He re-wrote the whole story in 6 days, and this version went on to become one of the most famous horror novellas of all time, reflecting a deep inner struggle of good and evil, found at the core of every man. 
A vvoman that is getting piped up and down is unable to bond with you through intimacy. Even her m∅@ning will be faked.
The more casual flings she's had, the less meaningful sex becomes, it is simple. A vvoman who monetized piping and makes a living from it (hook-up) are always numb and no matter how hard you pound she won't feel anything, if you like kpai yourself join on top she won't move a finger.
The more partners a vvoman had, the more emotional baggage she carries. Each failed relationship leaves scars, negative feelings, and emotional trauma that eventually impact her ability to pairbond with her partner.
The moment a vvoman's ability to pairbond is damaged she becomes a high voltage to an innocent man, high body count vvomen often lose their emotional connection to physical intimacy. They become numb and boring to pipe.
Such vvoman will never be satisfied, she will always compare you H2H to other men that had her ikpu for free, even if she admits it or doesn't. A vvoman with a high body count experienced multiple types of men and will subconsciously or openly measure you against those past encounters.
Also note it down that vvomen with high body counts and penile mileage struggle to commit long-term because their pattern of brief flings and short-term relationships makes it harder for them to settle down, constantly seeking excitement or novelty rather than stability.
A vvoman with insane high penile mileage and body count will never be faithful to you, they're always seeking new rods, this imports disloyalty, leading to a higher risk of cheating, extreme infidelity and paternity fraud.
She - being loyal or not, the moment you learn about her past, it will surely create trust issues. You'll begin to doubt her intentions, it is impossible to count on a vvoman that has already been intimate with multitudes of men before you.
Believe it or not, the more a vvoman have more partners, the more emotionally hardened she becomes. You will begin to see most of them using the phrase "love is scam", Instead of being soft and nurturing, she'll develop walls to protect herself, making it harder for you to get close to her on any level. Such vvomen can never truly love you.
Importantly; vvomen with high body counts have more chaotic personal lives, their experiences from ex-partners and unresolved conflicts, you may find yourself dragged into unnecessary drama that disrupts your peace and relationship, your life could be at risk.
Don't forget that whenever a vvoman gets piped by a new partner, her value decreases, making her less able to fully commit and emotionally invest.
Dear Innocent Men, this is the reason why you should vet your vvoman with eagle eyes and monitor her so you don't end up marrying an ashawo, also make sure never to commit to a 33+ vvoman, a divorced vvoman or a single mother.
Be wise!
Say No To 33+, Single Mothers & Call Girls. 
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Life is short so break your silly egos, forgive quickly, believe slowly, love truly, laugh loudly and never avoid anything that makes you smile. 
Wait.... WHAAAAAT??!! This is so cool!
I had no idea! 😮🌼👇
Thank you, Terri Oneida
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🌼💛 “Hello, I'm a dandelion.
A lot of people call me a weed but I'm a friend and come to help you!
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When you see me, remember that I'm the ONLY one who wants and can grow in that particular spot. Because:
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Either the soil is too compact / hard / stomped and I want to loosen it for you with my roots.
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Or there is too little calcium in the soil - don't worry, I will replenish that for you with the dying of my leaves.
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Or the soil is too acidic. But I will also improve that for you if you give me the chance.
Or a mixture of the above reasons, of course. 😊
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I'm here because your soil needs my help so best you let me grow without disturbing me! When everything is fixed, I will disappear again, I promise!
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Are you trying to remove me prematurely with my root? However meticulous you are, I will return 2x as strong! Just until your soil is improved.
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You can even tell by my growth at which stage my help is at. If my leaves are flat on the ground then I'm far from ready but if they all reach up then I'm already a long way on my way.
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Something completely different is that I am 1 of the first bloomers in spring so I will announce spring / summer for you.
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During the day when it's hot, I open my flowers but in the evening when it cools off I close them again quickly. In fact, if it's not hot enough during the day I won't open them at all!
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My flowers are the first food for insects after hibernation and unlike most other plants, I have pollen AND nectar, not merely one OR the other! And I am generous with them! 🤪😉
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My flowers are even delicious for you people by the way, did you know? I used to be called ′′honey (or gold) of the poor′′ because my flowers are so sweet in e.g. jam, sauce or salad! The internet is full of recipes - check them out. Personally, I love soaking the blooms in a bowl of water so the insects inside them will float out, then set the blooms out on a paper towel, dip them in an egg batter, roll them in a mixture of 2 parts meal/1 part plain flour that is mixed with a dash of salt and black pepper. Then fry in skillet with canola oil til golden. …YUM
But wait until the end of May or later before you start picking and even then, don't pick everything yet! The biodiversity and bees will be very grateful!” 🌼
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Trust your "Intuition"
If something seems off about a person, please don't ignore it. Your instincts or gut feelings are your guardian angels looking out for you. They will tell you something is wrong
sometimes before you realize it yourself. I have learned the hard way, that people lie, but your gut doesn't. Predators can be charming and often know the right things to say and do to get you to like them. It takes time to really get to know a person, and since they are on their best behavior in the beginning of relationships, sometimes it is hard to tell the type of person you are dealing with. On the surface and upon first reflection, everything may seem fine. Your intuition looks deeper into the energy of the person, the spirit as opposed to just the image
they portray. People can portray any image they want, but they can't change the essence of
who they are. 
The notion that certain mountains may in fact be the remnants of ancient tree stumps that have undergone the process of petrification warrants considerable exploration. The Jugurtha Tableland in Tunisia, which rises nearly 2,000 feet (600 meters) above the surrounding plains, presents an intriguing case. This extensive mesa measures approximately 4,900 feet (1,500 meters) in length and 1,600 feet (500 meters) in width, encompassing nearly 80 hectares. The concept of petrified ancient giants evokes fascinating implications about the geological history of our planet and the processes that could lead to such remarkable formations. 
Once-in-a-lifetime-shot.
A bright meteor burned up in the atmosphere while capturing Andromeda Galaxy.
An incredible sight! Capturing a bright meteor in the same frame as the Andromeda Galaxy is incredibly rare and definitely a once-in-a-lifetime shot. Both are stunning celestial objects, and getting them together adds a dynamic element to the stillness of the galaxy. 
Most dangerous 😳 ☠️ beach ⛱️ 
What would you say to this man who drives many kilometers every day to bring water to these animals. 
"I think it's a deep consolation to know that spiders dream, that monkeys tease predators, that dolphins have accents, that lions can be scared silly by a lone mongoose, that otters hold hands, and ants bury their dead. That there isn't their life and our life. Nor your life and my life.
That it's just one teetering and endless thread and all of us, all of us, are entangled with it as deep as entanglement goes."
~Kate Forster
Illustration by Garth Williams 
Coleus 'Black Dragon' 🌿✨ is a stunning plant with its deep purple-black leaves and bright pink splashes. The ruffled texture adds a unique dimension to any garden or container display. Here’s how to care for it:
Light: Bright, indirect light ☀️, with some tolerance for direct sun.
Water: Keep the soil consistently moist 💧 but avoid soggy conditions.
Soil: Use a well-draining potting mix 🌱 to prevent waterlogging.
Temperature: Thrives in 60-80°F (16-27°C) 🌡️.
Humidity: Prefers moderate to high humidity 💦.
Fertilizer: Feed monthly during the growing season with a balanced fertilizer 🌸.
This vibrant plant adds a burst of color and texture 🎨, perfect for containers or garden beds!
#houseplants #Plants #garden 
Did you know?
In 1849, to escape 33 years of his life as a slave, Henry "Box" Brown shipped himself in a cargo box from Richmond, Virginia, to the abolitionist zone in Philadelphia.
Henry Brown completed the 350-mile journey, barely breathing through the air holes he pierced in his 60-centimeter-wide cargo box, and spent the remaining 50 years of his life as a free person. 
"Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted." 
John D. Rockfeller (July 8, 1839–May 23, 1937), the founder of Standard Oil, was once the richest man in the world. He was the world’s first billionaire. He amassed a net worth of at least $1 billion in 1916. When Rockefeller died in 1937, his net worth was estimated to be approximately $340 billion in today's dollars.
By the age of 25, he had one of the largest oil refineries in the United States. He was 31 when he became the world's largest oil refiner. At 38, he controlled 90% of the oil refined in the United States. At fifty, John was America's richest man. As a young man, every action, attitude, and connection was crafted to establish his wealth.
But at the age of 53, he fell unwell. His entire body became wracked with pain, and he lost all his hair. In total anguish, the world's lone millionaire could buy anything he wanted but could only eat soup and crackers.
According to an associate, "He couldn't sleep, wouldn't smile, and nothing in life meant anything to him". His personal, highly trained physicians indicated that he would die within the year. That year passed painfully slowly. As he approached death, he awoke one morning with the faint understanding that he would not be able to bring any of his fortune with him to the next world.
The man who could dominate the commercial world suddenly realised he had no control over his personal life. He informed his solicitors, accountants, and management that he intended to devote his assets to hospitals, research, and charity work. John D. Rockefeller started his foundation.
The Rockefeller Foundation financed Howard Florey and his colleague Norman Heatley's penicillin research in 1941. But arguably the most astounding aspect of Rockefeller's narrative is that when he began to give back a fraction of all he had gained, his body's chemistry changed dramatically, and he recovered.
He was expected to die at the age of 53, but he survived to reach 98 years old. Rockefeller learnt gratitude and returned the great bulk of his money. This made him whole. It's one thing to be healed. It is another to become fit. He was a devout Baptist who attended the Euclid Avenue Baptist Church in Cleveland, Ohio.
Before he died, he wrote in his diary: "God taught me that everything belongs to Him, and I am merely a conduit to carry out His will. My life has been one long, happy holiday since then; full of work and play, I let go of my worries along the road, and God was wonderful to me every day.
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"The doors to the world of the wild Self are few but precious. If you have a deep scar, that is a door, if you have an old, old story, that is a door. If you love the sky and the water so much you almost cannot bear it, that is a door. If you yearn for a deeper life, a full life, a sane life, that is a door."
- Clarissa Pinkola Estés,
Women Who Run With the Wolves
[Image: Three Women and Three Wolves (1892) by Swiss decorative artist Eugène Samuel Grasset (1845-1917).]
The Smart Witch by Elizabeth 
“The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said, and never explained. It’s the sudden silence, the unspoken words, the unanswered questions that haunt you at night. You lie awake, your mind replaying every moment, every word, every touch, searching for the reason why. But there is no answer, just an emptiness that stretches into eternity. It’s the pain of not knowing, of not understanding, of being left in the dark with only your own thoughts to keep you company. And in that darkness, you slowly come to realize that you may never know why, and that is perhaps the hardest truth of all.”
~Anonymous 