The thing is that you are very damaging to the human identity. I do not change, my face does not change. For the last 5 years the entire world, is trying to damage my face. I do not understand you, people. The American way of thinking is strange cos you have communism in your country. The most corrupt & retarded way of thinking. When my countries have capitalism with the prospects of technological revolutions when America is still fighting to remove oil from their industry & go electric. Do you understand how grandma, you are ?
I am not allowed to see crucifixion. When I have the visions I see White Army Protecting me & I cannot walk the path. It is like I am protected in the hands of my Grand Father. I am the Grand Daughter.
Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani! I am hear! I did not leave my faith. I have excellent sense of humor. I am very much loving Christianity cos it protects me.
That is the Jesus that died for me. 
I love sitting, writing & being protected by the cross. (c)
Like clear water.
I do not take on the responsibilities of others. I eat healthy. I avoid stress. I love simplicity.
You must stop self-medicating depression, anxiety & stress by the means of drinking or using drugs to change your mood, face your fears, or deal with painful emotions. There are healthier ways than self-medication to cope with problems & improve how you feel. You are not powerless. That is the reason community like this.
I am totally against alcohol, drugs or ways of being groggy.
Cos I stand by clear higher consciousness.
A word a day: warmth, affection, kindness.
Our better world.
I am very clear about everything I say. America is a transgender male, ready to work for the rest of the world. Without abusing my countries. I do not stand by horrors. If you do continue. On the contrary I am here fighting for PROTECTING a human life. Without freezing to death or being killed by your American politicians or business.
You make the road by walking. Cos I am sitting. Very much alive, very much protected & you have the Grand Father, you have the bags cos I am the last person on this planet to stand by your American lies & stealing from African & Asian wealth by your communists who EARN annually 170.000 a year & know as much as stealing from other countries. The hunchback, right now. 
Do you understand how Africa is being robbed from their Wealth? Abused, cos these are very humble human beings that are mining the stones, cold stones, for some billionaires. So some rich cheeks, aka the Bezos' fiance can blink the biggest stone on the planet! Do you understand what I am saying?
If the biggest world corporations need stones, or precious materials, have mining on your grounds. Thus do not abuse other grounds. Titanics must be stopped. Do you know how African wars were created? The fight for the resources & right now the majority of resources is being transferred to the biggest world corporations which are in America. That is my biggest problem. The 1% that capitalizes on the Wealth that belong to Asian Countries, African countries.
I am talking about mining. We can live without stones. We can live without abusing the Earth. We can live without forcing anyone to work for some nicks in the mines of African, Asian grounds. Don;t you prefer to breathe fresh air instead of wearing some diamonds? Cos I prefer the former.
Do you understand the deep meaning of that stone? Do you understand what I am talking about? Do you understand that American government exploits My Asian countries for the American reasons that the creation of the Palestine would lead to the destruction of the entire Asian countries. That it would lead to the never ending wars? Your American prostitute Cortez attacked me first with your entire American business & I was left without help. That is the future of America, oil from Saudis & one never divided Israel led by Jewish Humans.
That is the reason I cannot stand by the American government. That is the reason I cannot support creating the Palestine state. That is the reason, Afghanistan. That is the reason Israel led by Jewish Humans, that is the reason I cannot have suffocation of Gaza by terrorists. For the stability of the entire world the Afghan stone must be dropped.
In a loving memory of my Great Great Grand Mother, Rose. She was the inspiration of my life. Interestingly, never part of my names. It has the meaning. Life is more important than money, positions & the coldness of the corrupted world. It is truly worth fighting for dreams, ideas & protecting our lives. Breathing, leaving, beating heart with blood in our veins without coldness of the stone. www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBrKkAQPzL8
I watched your conference materials, you truly listen. You care & you work on the so much needed improvements & changes.
It feel so good.