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Just an existence trying to make sense of it all thru constant curiosity. parasites : To me humans are self-righteous fear-based parasites who think way to much of themselves. And yes, I'm well aware that I am that. I'm a multimedia artist - 2d / 3d modeler animator, photographer, graphic designer, web dev, video producer / editor, music producer My entire adult life I've been helping / teaching others about all things technology I covet my alone time. When I am afraid or depressed I understand full well that means I have a broken relationship with thyself. Nothing more. Due to being stalked by drones, I now know all things drones and have an entire fleet of them. I've had to fight to death for my life. Might I remind you I'm the one still here. My life is mine and mine alone and I spend it being curious, learning, growing and building around me what is pleasing to me. I am a divine creator. I am an atheist.

You should get it!

I'm still in love with my main squeeze - custom Glock 43x with 15 round clips. She sits pretty in her CrossBread on my hip. By my side always.

#parasite #philosophy #social-constructs #vr #multi-earth #sex #race #mother #augmented-reality #homeostatic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koud7hgGyQ8

#night #day #death #rebirth #declaration #emancipation #dream #scheme #create #relate

Each night i lay myself into slumbered death

Not knowing where eye really go reside hide

Away from thyself

Death for sure

Each morning i wake into my new life

A new day to declare thyself into

Where all the past cannot touch

Its all anew

Don't do it! Do not dare to unlock

The cache of false memories and

Stories of the long dead past

Eye am not that

I arise into this day new

Fresh a clean slate

Pick my palette wisely

As i paint create sculpt

Mold all that i hold

In mine divine eye

#sisters #mamas #aunts #grandmas #girlfriends #wives #mates #partners #teachers #love #beauty #learning #growth #justice #community #satiation #freedom #truth #honesty #integrity #morality #reperation

#oh divine sister mamas#

i come before you to make amends

for own my transgressions

to give up of myself in an act of

reperation

i too have harmed you

i too have stolen from you

i too have lied to you

i have been weak

self righteous

greedy

propped up to never

have to take the blame

for my harmful ways

you divine sister mama

you are the everything

the reason the seasons

the multi colors of

all our lives

without you there is

no thing

just pain

loss

treason

a life with no purpose

nor reason

i owe you

and now i waite

to potentialy die

for you

my divine sacred

sister mamas

in all of your beautiful

divine colors and textures

and smells

each and every one of you

are so perfect

just the way you are

i love you

i adore you

i need you

to rise into your

stolen positions

to rule with your

true loving divine

heart of gold

in your care

we will find true

salvation

there will be a seat

at the table of life

and a warm place to

lay our weary heads

divine sister mamas

learn yourselves

be yourselves

rise now like never before

many of us are quietly

and not so quietly

ready to defend you

and do our very best

to lift you up into

your rightful positions

to love care teach

mend us the broken

i love you sisters

i love you mamas

i am here

i declare myself

to you for you

there is no other

you are the ones

its you sister

its you mama

its always been

you

i come before you to make amends

for own my transgressions

to give up of myself in an act of

reperation

im trained to overtake fight kill the perceived perpetrator.

This "so none-white people..." bullshit is you a white male using your lying logos to deflect and throw parts of your crimes away from yourself and your perceived group onto your perceived "other / enemy" so you can continue to appear pure lily white and perfect.

No not going to be distracted. Not going to bother looking "over there." still looking right at you.

We've been having to watch / hear you bitch about portions of your systems that you built, maintained and benefited from for years.

Now for whatever reason you've deemed that a part of your creation doesn't work for you anymore and like always you are trying to rip it from your being and communities and project / throw it onto your perceived "other / enemy" to take the blame and give you space to do another form of harm.

No.

These aspects of your systems you no longer like? Doesn't change the fact YOU are the creator / benefactor of.

I get you are not happy with them now. And yes they do need to be changed.

But now we all want our seat at the table in the creation of ALL of our nation.

Before i die i hope i get to see a TRUE "land of the free." up to this point? We've never really had that.

Its another white lie.

You want solutions?

Look at the rape, molestation, verbal abuse, physical abuse that occurs in your white families, communities and churches.

That's the point.

1 in 3 children in your care deal with mental illness often PTSD and often untreated and never dealt with.

You white male systems make everyone stuff what's happened to them. You think thats healthy or works? It doesn't.

Start dealing with your own shit and stop projecting onto others.

Im a farm child from redneck usa plus im german.

I know your white families, communities and churches.

I also know of you arrive like a white gang to use your white male logos, white family / tribes and churches to shut down / stop what you do not like.

Truth a little too close to you?

i'm white honey. you're calling me a racist? try again.

#responsibility #honor #integrity #growth #acceptance #guidance #love #safety #healing #curiosity #relationships #intersectionality #sociology #becoming

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxNOtr1kFHA

Sorry to disappoint all of you "supposed" actors who say you are for "freedom."

What god damn liars.

The perversion comes from the white boy's sick families and his dystopian fake religion that he pushes onto everyone.

So you must look at the perverse white boy mind, families and churches.

There you "may" find some answers.

Don't spew this "freedom" bullshit while you dare speak this shit.

Pure outlandishness.

#parasite #drones #emax #nano #eachine #vr

out of my fleet of drones I've grown fond of my emax nano and nano x

just plain fun to fly around and goof

the nano x is quite impressive outdoors and super quiet

#whiskey #bulleit #jameson #cigar #padronmaduro #parasite

#parasite #creator #neurology #fear #storytelling #narrative #control #universe #thoughts

#the infinite creators

in our puny limited child-mind existence

we knowingly unknowingly

participate in the creation forces

as above so below

we feel so frail like a child

lost from its mommy

clinging grasping

to the fragile bundles

of our neurology

as we desperately

try to see in preparation

for

as above so below

infinitely within

infininely without

layers upon layers

of intricate neurology

data

creation

story telling

dreaming

scheming

as above so below

the divine creator

kicks and flails

lies cajoles

pushes upon

grabs molds

out of scared childlike

desperation

in preparation

for

the creator desperately wants

to understand

the unknown

feriously creating

desperately scheming

to entertain its oh so bored

fraile fragile mind's eye

as above so below

eye am but one of

these lonely desperate

divine creators

oblivious to the insanity

the selfish "I AM" creating

through entertaining

fear-based thoughts

flung haphazardly

through the wicked

logos language

creation code

out onto all other

divine creators

as above so below

the creator is forever uneasy

never happy with the

never ending ripples

of other creator's creations

that the "I AM" cannot

shield itself from

always vulnerable

never insilated

never fully in control

of

data

creation

story telling

dreaming

scheming

as above so below

#coffee #aeropress

The all important rig that starts my life each day. Lifeblood.

#photography #art #fireworks #pets #cats #parasites

Neighborhood is coming unglued with insanely loud fireworks bouncing off all the buildings. My cats are freaking out, running round trying to figure out where to hide.

Glad its been raining for days / weeks here so everything's wet... in case one lands on a rooftop.

When I shot this particular flower, fireworks is what came to mind:

Hello world! #introductions Its me the curious pest