Ok, with a prompt pushing me to think about this, I'd like to own/co-own a record store coffee shop with a small stage for intimate live music, poetry readings, sharing of passions. And maybe a multi use space for art displays, or classes, or co-working. A space and business that helps foster community and is a true third place.

Definitely need new brakes on my car. Definitely don't have the money. Definitely need help.

Here I am asking for mutual aid again before I can't drive my car.

Cashapp and Venmo: elliaivy

https://ko-fi.com/elliaivyworld/goal?g=0

Realizing I can't do something isn't saying I was trying to do something. I can't even go to a doctor right now let alone anything else.

I'm behind two months on car payments. Anyone want to help me catch up?

I'd like to be a more feminine trans woman, but finding feminine clothing that fits me is near impossible. This is my curse, doomed to be a fem lesbian trapped as a masc presenting lesbian.

I feel like my whole identity has become taking care of my fiancée's every need.

Meh

I drove my fiancée to her boyfriend's place and waited in the car while she dropped off cookies and he ate her out. How was your night?

it is

Dropping off my fiancée at her boyfriend's place tonight. I wish I had something to do or someone to do me.

Trying to go Adobe free. I was a Creative Cloud subscriber for years, but Adobe didn't give me the cheaper option when going to quit this time so I actually quit. I've used Lightroom to edit photos for years and now I don't know what I'm going to use to edit and keep track of all my photos. #photography

My fiancée is a freak and I can't get enough of it.

We resigned our lease for another year at a $90 increase. That's a $400 increase over the last three years. I assure you there was no $400 a month wage increase in the same timeframe we've just had to do with less. There are lots of apartments currently available or being built in our area but most of the units are "affordable" and we don't qualify. The whole situation is depressing.

I really can't figure out how to actually use this to find people to talk to. I've been here and I'm trying but nothing, nada, zilch.

I'd like to collect enough Zaps to pay off my debt and buy my fiancée a house.

I miss Plebstr

I'm seeing to many TikTok videos of people saying they joined Nostr and instantly started making loads of money just for posting and it started immediately. Lies? Because I've been here for months and haven't made anything. #zaps

I can confidently say that Uma Thurman and her youngest daughter shared a plate of Panda Express this morning.

Why though does Freefrom barely ever work for me anymore?

Taking a look around but liking Openvibe so far.