You can imagine after bed news from the Oncologist, I am trying to keep positive but it has still knocked me for six.
I'll take in in my stride again after the glitch in my mood but it will really worry my family and friends again as always.
Such news is harder for then me.
#cancer
It was bad news yesterday from the Oncologist yesterday as my Cancer has grown by 25% so it looks like the Chemo tablets may of stopped working. I'll not know for sure for 2 weeks.
Sounds all bad but there are alternative treatments out there just with whole new set of side effects.
#cancer
I totally agree and the sad fact most people now do not question what they are told especially on the likes of Facebook.
It sorts of highlights just how lazy people have become in our modern world.😒
In the same post on Nostr about the alternative cancer cure was overtly racist as it described doctors as Jew Doctors as if it was something bad.
Personally I think the person should be ashamed of themselves describing Doctors in such a away
The irony being my Doctors is likely to be a Muslim.
After a post I got from Nostr about me not trusting Doctor's treatments and I should follow an alternative treatment which appently would work better.
All I can say to people like this stop spreading your conspiracy theories as you are killing people who stupidly follow your advice!
#cancer
I was both annoyed and saddened by a story on the BBC of a woman needlessly died of Cancer because she believed her mother conspiracy theories over cancer rather than treatment by Doctor.
Once again highlights the damage social networks are doing!!!!😡😢
#socialnetworks
Another day to keep myself busy in the hope I do not worry too much about tomorrow's Oncologist appointment.
There is a hope it will work.
#cancer
Just to add to our worries here our old dog is off her food and really not with it today.😒
[*] Looking for Players – Mythic Fantasy Playtest
Today 7pm BST
Be part of a play test of a new game by Stephen Fleetwood which is focused on heroism, identity, and narrative power—your deeds define you, and your Names shape the world.
https://discord.gg/Xt2cC57QRK?event=1375141406145777745
#theparadoxfactory #mythicfantasy #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay
Really not a helpful comment as the medication I have been prescribed is working with few side effects. No torture involved just some inconvenience but better than the alternative.
As for the comment about Jew doctors I suspect my Oncologist is a Muslim. Plus I have faith in Science and the NHS here.🙂
I am slowly starting to feel normal self again after the news about the Oncologist appointment.
It is one of those times to expect the worst but hope for the best.
#cancer
Keeping myself busy setting up the two V:TM5 chronicles on Kanka in the hope it will help running the chronicles as each is linked.
I also hope it will enhance the players experience of the chronicles by providing useful maps.
#kanka #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay #vampirethemasquerade
A little worrying my next Oncologist appointment is face-to-face appointment with the Oncologist. Now hoping it is nothing bad, keeps my fingers crossed.
#cancer
For my sins I run a ttrpg group called The Paradox Factory which is always looking for new story tellers and players to join our merry band of role-players.
#theparadoxfactory #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/c6c345e967838c7567fa08c0f52ebef353114796f63ace82179363d0f2819f1c/ba328f4a8df46ed09a2e019e60e637c86578b4cd955ed77f9dd0a9de0bb87b89.webp
Today I can't seem to be able to wake up though it does not help it is hot here which always puts me to sleep.
Once more yet another story in the BBC news of a tennis player getting abuse on the mainstream social networks because she lost a game.
I still don't understand people on these social networks who believe this is acceptable behaviour!!!!!
Had to call the NHS bowel cancer screening to say it was bit too late.
It has once again brought home what I am going through as for some reason I feel little tearful.😥
#cancer
Fun evening tonight as I have two ttrpg sessions one after the other luckily I am playing not running them.
It is going to be long night of fun.🙂
#theparadoxfactory #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay
Just love my mind it tells me I cannot do something and not to bother even to a point to give up as it is a waste of time.
All the fun of depression and anxiety you end up fighting yourself to do anything!
Fucking conspiracy theorists now are leaving their garbage under our car's windscreen wipers!
Personally I am getting tired of thier crap!!!!! https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/c6c345e967838c7567fa08c0f52ebef353114796f63ace82179363d0f2819f1c/51933d13c6c61fb68d6626193c4777b92dac8e681e8f46e9bf7f90012a3751d9.webp
Time to do some magic and check the material for the next V:TM5 session on Tuesday which should be an interesting session for all.🙂
#theparadoxfactory #vampirethemasquerade #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay
The thing this week with the stories about Teco Bell contributing to Trump's campaign really highlights just how gullible people are on mainstream social networks have become.
It took me less than 5 minutes research to find the story was false!
Enough said I think.🙂
Finally starting to feel human again and hopefully tomorrow I will be doing things again rather than feeling sorry for myself.🙂
I run an online ttrpg group called The Paradox Factory which is always looking for new story tellers and players to join our merry band of role-players.
#theparadoxfactory #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/c6c345e967838c7567fa08c0f52ebef353114796f63ace82179363d0f2819f1c/ba328f4a8df46ed09a2e019e60e637c86578b4cd955ed77f9dd0a9de0bb87b89.webp
A bit disappointed after the Oncologist's appointment today as they still don't have the results for the last scan. So it means I have to wait more time to know if the Cancer is still under control.
#cancer
The last call for the Battle of the Bands (Al Amarja Style) [Over the Edge] Session starting tonight at 7pm BST. It currently has spaces for up to 2 Players who want to try Over the Edge.
https://discord.gg/mpZbPS7fSK?event=1364907035203993691
#theparadoxfactory #overtheedge #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay
Time to work my magic writing for the next Vampire: The Masquerade session l am running Tuesday as part of The Paradox Factory.
Though I suspect I will need to lot of adlib during the session.🙂
#theparadoxfactory #vampirethemasquerade #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay
If you already know I run an online ttrpg group called The Paradox Factory which is always looking for new story tellers and players.
#theparadoxfactory #ttrpg #roleplaying #roleplay https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/c6c345e967838c7567fa08c0f52ebef353114796f63ace82179363d0f2819f1c/ba328f4a8df46ed09a2e019e60e637c86578b4cd955ed77f9dd0a9de0bb87b89.webp