It’s been hard to connect with the world while going through the Burma crisis. Sometimes I wish I could just enjoy/live my life like others. There is no turn back. At least not anytime soon. I do not know. Something in my heart changed. Yeah the best I can hope for is heal / practice / live in the wilderness somewhere in NM. Ha NM is the heaven of weirdos. Now I know why….
Burma people are being slaughtered by Junta. US will not help. UN is useless. EU could not care less. Russia & China doubling down with MAH. By ‘help’, I just mean some decent amount of humanitarian aid. A lot promised. Little delivered.
DC will turn me to a mad person. Lost focus for many mins today. Waiting to see some sane folks now. Happy tomatoes
Morning / a sunny day/ IRI- NUG Minister - C Hill - Party with activists in town - Miles flying out / MD joining party
Avoiding politics my whole life. Fled Red China. Now here I am in DC talking DC language. 8th day. I am so fucking tired. 3 more weeks to go. Useless talks. Need to go back to the mountains to lose my madness. Crying for the youth in Burma. sorry. This is madness. I am mad! So tired. 3 years into coup.
Came to Burma for meditation. Run into business and a damn war with junta. I thought I would start my long retreat at 35. Now here I am 36. Met great people and Allies. I am losing faith and that’s hurt. The damn culture makes it dumb! So fucking dumb!!!