i went through a Lost in Translation type scenario, minus the two characters being highly successful and having commitments to anyone else. there was something there, but the timing was wrong.

i'm not really at an age where i can enter the type of relationship where you start a family and stay together for life. that should have happened some 10-20 years ago. it didn't, because i never really chased or approached women. not for lack of interest, but well, i'm not a hunter, and i don't like to pester women.

i love her. but i respect her decision.

it would be difficult to be friends, because everything's right about her.

today did not go as expected

i said "she lied"

she knows my acount

she can step in if she wants to

she lied.

the person i thought understood me more than anyone else said no.

nostr:npub1zx4nsay889fcjrlk0zmpywe9y7pz6fflphwdcyzkjad4hmyk09asw6s6fq the age gap was 20 years

but suppose another 20 years pass

then i'd be 60 and she'd be 40

not so far apart was it

nostr:npub1zx4nsay889fcjrlk0zmpywe9y7pz6fflphwdcyzkjad4hmyk09asw6s6fq she had feelings but wasn't prepared

nostr:npub1zx4nsay889fcjrlk0zmpywe9y7pz6fflphwdcyzkjad4hmyk09asw6s6fq we meshed so well together. better than any girl i met before. it's really sad. but she didn't want to take the step. hurts but

nostr:npub1zx4nsay889fcjrlk0zmpywe9y7pz6fflphwdcyzkjad4hmyk09asw6s6fq i told her i am going to help her accomplish her goals and i will not be a drain. she kinda liked the attention but i'm not playing the one-sided game. no matter how much it hurts to leave.

i'm real simple about relationships because i'm either going in for it or i'm not, in a way.

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#ADHD #ASD #Neurodiversity

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helth

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nostr:npub13whz9pgleshd0w9tff3sxgl7xnlmkqe8r82hp5td45l7sg2dg5gqfkwvah you seem to think completely upside down

nostr:npub13whz9pgleshd0w9tff3sxgl7xnlmkqe8r82hp5td45l7sg2dg5gqfkwvah it's kinda ugly i think