I’ve spent the last few months spending so little on food (8-10€ every week or so), that going to 17€ for not a lot of items and a few less days has scarred me a bit. I’m hoping that Tuesday’s interview will lead somewhere so I don’t have to exist like this for much longer
I’ve ate and I’m starting to regain my ability to be coherent. So, processed dinner not my greatest choice, but honestly I was just in a bit of a frenzy and hungry crazy - going for the fatty processed stuff that doesn’t require any weilding of knives or hand eye coordination. In the oven and eat
In the interest of transparency, this is what I grabbed from Aldi. Not a great shop honestly and I over spent by 8€ as I wan’t really thinking straight. Left is treats 3,34€, middle is shit I ran out of ages ago 3,88€, and right dinner cheapest meat (6,99€), potatoes (1,89€), and sauce (1,29€)
I’m struggling to put my thoughts (or lack there of more accurately) down, I’m going to eat and return to my senses before doing internet
Plus at this point I’m so brain dead my capacity to handle anything is hovering around “bingeing Mr Beast videos”
I’ve ended up going back to bed, neo liberal capitalism fatigues me
Super desperate #MutualAidRequest plea - this is all I have left until the end of the month, I’m currently on a diet of bread and water, I have the hunger shakes, no energy, brain fog, and next week I have an interview - bunq.me/kcostello… I’m desperate
I love how Bluesky implemented that great Twitter feature where the screen refreshes as you’re trying to read something or just as you click on a post to interact with it, but then you’ve clicked some random shit instead ❤️
Speaking of mild panic, I’m down to my last 7€. As in literally 7€ to live on until October, that doesn’t even remotely cover food let alone every bill hanging over my head. So I’m asking again for the #MutualAid train to try and make ends meet ko-fi.com/kevinpoin…
One of the cathartic things I’ve been not panicking to (when I really should) is my mildly hilarious / depressing blog “Taste of Poverty”. To pass the time I threw up a little website for it - kevin.paris/povertea/
I received a junk email about 10 minutes ago that actually fucking offended me, the audacity to send this WeBsItE dEsIgN crap AND be PASSIVE AGRESSIVE. Too far Denise, too fucking far
My little blog server on the shelf has some attitude to just peace out and shutdown when it gets a bit warm. WE ALL CAN’T DO THAT SUSAN
MacOS likes to complain that my disk is almost full constantly. Yes, I know, you’re supposed to not take 107GB of a 121GB drive for your own shit, and you’re also supposed to upload this to iCloud and delete the local copy for the above reason
#LiveJournal Remember what you wrote on this day, 9 Septembre, in the past (a late one)
blog.sus.fr/~/English…
I figured out why Jarod was screaming at me all morning, he wanted his box outside. He demands comfort in the location of his choice and when he chooses it
I just evicted a spider, I don’t know what offended me about it the most - it’s size or that it didn’t contribute to the removal of any mosquitos. I wish it the best for it’s future endevours at its new location, the bin area outside
My TV did an update this morning, all my quick select favourites were replaced with upsell streaming services that I don’t want. All my radio channels, gone to try and hawk Disney+ and Canal+ VOD
Having to leave so early in the morning for a supermarket hike means I miss all the discounts. Other option is fry to death to go later ko-fi.com/kevinpoin…
I also considered the option of going through Champs de Mars to save time and effort m, but a bourgeoise 10km run had me walking 2km extra around it
Because I’m still super far from scraping by this month, I’ve had to choose again between internet and food, so I expect my access to be cut off in a week, so I’m begging for support again to not go insane / find a job #mutualaid ko-fi.com/kevinpoin…