should i be worried? nostr:note18j9cq9u0vtvqcp30g5ykq3jkqawpefuklqgeh7ltausshzu5730sdudhua

and it makes me sleep soundly without dreams that i remember

*and i can tell they arent naturally my dreams

one if the reasons i started enjoying marijuana regularly in my twenties was that i didnt like the dreams (i didn't know if they were sent then)

and are sent, and i fucking hate them because they have been a jumbled nightmare

but i can tell they aren't naturally my dreams nostr:note1ws7wfdp3qwmk0e88jngkrs7l7sdkmtnmygqwm0e784lfvynkx2ps75c9rq

i think you might be on some weird instructions from someone because you cant be this obtuse nostr:note1wg2r3g36syzrhwm44tf58ssp6gedp4zeu5l552j033warmag5l3sazca0z

you have psychological issues in the way you respond, like you're getting to me or something

i feel like you guys all think im not here currently

an actual dream or this is a hypothesis of a nightmare for you?

because dreams can be sent nostr:note1vjjx3td3rkmdcrfkw949rf3crrlwxh29l23fgrrd7fvdxn82asysh3drgf

same dojo i also trained with a phd chinese guy who worked for facebook and described doing back end research on human psychology without an investigational review board nostr:note1w95pdf3dt9ulqavzzeh0nsey6m8tchuxtvdk9myjkk9kq54h2ryqlcawvp

how many useless drugs and crappy 'me too' medical devices are out there

free market yay? nostr:note1zxgq8nvnnky8r7e7t28xyckeaukuyafu074xk53ee30kergyknyqma5jc9

maybe it would be nice if pharmaceutical companies changed their practices

there is research and development and then there is also an excuse to price gouge based on politics, etcetera (normal corporate bullshit) nostr:note1jzke54wkxfks7m9xy7adlwp9mptw5vsv3a7vz2zcasve2z30wl5szx6j2u

i mean it would be nice if hospitals posted their infection rates and stopped recommending circumcision as standard of care

what are your thoughts? nostr:note1wenau6dzh5un26k8tcerhvr0y63e8k3j7n7uf2hydt9q35t4wu7shnza6t

please define bespoke medical

i want to laugh but i'm hoping there is wit there nostr:note14q0c3d62cfwjmcfjyf0k3x83ktp2fwz2hzp3veqaq9vtgeyftzpqdkp8vt

what does this do in external world? nostr:note1pf56wau598qzkt28n020xd9jy7c0c8kt9h26ad955lnl8td685ls8gupng

i did aikido in san leandro with a guy who played chess and worked on some machine that burned something, that the bitcoiners were interested in nostr:note1kl3qvp5sk5rze9j9p70d900m5hlhqwgc6e88evpqgqfquqpq3u0s363dpe

wasnt there some chess champion accused of cheating via anal beads?

i am not a fan of chess

im not sure what it means but there are a few people that was to always have the last word

what does that do in the back end for you guys?

maybe also this *hitting

last i heard this guy was jack nostr:note1zs0e7ssm7yuuk46kx7xpq9twd05ctyq8056w8m3swpkdadt07e4qt4j45j