I trust in my decisions and in the path they will lead me to.

https://math.hawaii.edu/home/pdf/putnam/PolyaHowToSolveIt.pdf

I dream about giving up world again…

Is this best cope or worst cope?

As ascetic I ask ethic a lot,

I ask a skewed set - zealot.

I’m lost

I’m alive or olive or both? Why?

I have no hope for myself. I can help you. Maybe?

I’m person which will miss torture prison after leaving because I was to used to it.

https://nostrcheck.me/media/134743ca8ad0203b3657c20a6869e64f160ce48ae6388dc1f5ca67f346019ee7/nostrcheck.me_5454280243037770991709750105.webp

#endtroducing

I’m almost gone. Few more breaths. And I’m gone.

I started to brush the toilet after other people even in public. I suffer anyway.

I’m over this.

I can’t sleep properly again. My anxiety returned or it is becuse of my stomach/gut but that could be paychoaomatic. So maybe it is connected.

https://nostrcheck.me/media/public/nostrcheck.me_6445720194665307821708758887.webp

Life is shit. Everything is broken. Everybody is suffering. Happiness is over.

I can’t save anyone. Not even myself.

Cat entrapped in the plastic bag dimension?!?

https://nostrcheck.me/media/public/nostrcheck.me_1136692948721165131708616061.webp

(Just like me frfr)