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|⠀Ann, 24⠀|⠀Rus / Eng⠀| |⠀мудрец, философ, художник, воин⠀| |⠀As to myself, no, I have closed by soul. I tell no more to anybody what I believe, what I think, or what I love. Knowing myself condemned to this horrible solitude, I look upon things without expressing my opinion. What matter to me opinions, quarrels, pleasures, or beliefs! Being unable to participate with anyone, I have withdrawn myself from all. My invisible self lives unexplored. I have common phrases for answers to the questions of each day, and a smile which says, 'Yes,' when I do not even wish to take the trouble of speaking. Do you understand?⠀— from Solitude (1884) by Guy de Maupassant⠀|

hahah, i think some people never change – saw him this friday at work and just decided to take it easy. after all, it’s me who decides if i want to be offended or not 🤔

glad to hear that!

i’m ok, preparing for a new working week 😤

seen how those features are being added to biggest search engines (for obvious reasons) but now the browsers are in the race - wow!

hi! hope your sunday is going great 💜

hi 💜 did i missed something?

and how is your weekend going?

tbh, i’m losing hope of learning to play god damn instrument. if only there’re any violin teachers in my town 🫠

on the bright side, i met some friends and also had some time to be alone (sometimes it’s hard to get the best of two worlds, huh)

true, it’s either you get home early and not drunk yet or in the morning and full of regrets 🫠

2 am and i’m already at home after partying with friends. am i getting old? 🥴

nooo, i should be the biggest anti-communist here 😤

gonna meet with a friend i haven’t seen in months! live is good, frens 💜

how is your day, btw?

nooo i hate “gay drama” genre 🥴

joking aside, being the director of the film implies i have the script, can curate and change everything and have multiple takes… and probably putting too much effort, huh 🤔

so yeah, if i could watch while creating – yeah, after the film is done – hell no

kinda. in russia we call it «светлая грусть», like “tender sadness” or “light sadness”. nostalgic feeling with no regrets but gratefulness – gloomy yet peaceful

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omg i love memes about philosophers!

here’s one of my fav for an exchange 👀

wonder if the fact that it seems parasocial is somehow connected to my concerns on me not feeling some emotions

so cool he shares with his interests and stuff now but we’ve never been close 🫠

why every time my dad texts me i’m about to cry