#question #nostr #relays

If I turn off all my relays, can anyone still see my notes?

#asknostr🙏

“When you run after your thoughts, you are like a dog chasing a stick: every time a stick is thrown, you run after it. Instead, be like a lion who, rather than chasing after the stick, turns to face the thrower. One only throws a stick at a lion once.”

~Milarepa

#Milarepa #Lion

#Free your #Spirit

All them movies, series showing cia, fbi as the good guy, saving the world..

'Shaken not stirred'

All them hospital series, pretty doctors.. One big cake of shit

Good luck getting deprogrammed

#psyops

Hope so, I wonder how so much data will get stored over a decentralized web.

Is it possible that one day 1 terabyte will fit on a MB or KB amount of space? Like a zip file new tech kind of development/invention?

(this is as far a my computer language goes )

Curious.

#asknostr

Top of the 4hour zap 24 trend. Saw some profiles zapping themselves, wonder why..so giving it a test.

I see some things happening and wonder..so if I zap myself big I get to to top?

Testing testing zap two three, filling my own pocket

#zap #asknostr

Dreams dreams dreams

It seems to be a...

Matrix, movie flix, bit and tits

a maze, pasture to graze

whenever I please, I see

arrogance comes over me and is see, reflection , thinking ' perfection'

reflection, I, I, wonder ways, back into the maze.

oh how mighty, a fallen tree

branches turn to root

I fall and grow, snowed under

cold bare

I share this, into the abise

I see I dream, afraid, and trapped,

i lock up and free again I am

playing faith, I sake the wonder, give and take

Gone be the suffering, feelin the pain

angry, alive, surrender the brain

I seems and I kneel, 'my knee hurt, may I stand?'

Who are you asking?

I write, I dream, I'm dead or alive?

I Ask again , to whom? I stand alone

Dankness I see

I need light to see?

But where is this light?

Are you Light?

Me who?

I gone again, My brain.. It hurts

Does it?

It's filled,, and I hit the bottom

looking up,, climb again and again

do I love falling?

Again.. WHo's asking?

Urg to explain,, again... To who?

Dear brain, leave me, leave me

But you'r innocent..

#writing #nostr

I feel a lot better now🥱

monkey see monkey do,

watching series, making faces

dropping voices , claying masks

made in tv-culture-mania-land

shattered pieces

a place at the table, grab a plate

supper for the faithless junky

monkey money monkey

eyes open till the sun drops up, nah

good morning night

#gm #n

that takes patience ,, to draw like that

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kinda weird, listening to a couple of guys talking

podcast

or not

internet,

or a camp fire

ones with words to speak and others wise enough to shut up and listen

or walk away,

turn it off

so much shit, bs filter on,

is it on?

addicted to fiction

weird world

addiction,

fiction

believed in

When Did I Enter

wHen dId eNter

whEn diD enTer

wheN entEr

enteR

Entered #x and #nostr-ed my ass out of there!

'For you' giving me lots alien feeds. What happend?

x-ed my mind with aliens,, then,, Alex Jones face yelling with sounds off,, weird, Footage i scroll pass fast, don't wanna see sudden death, filet skin, brr

Seems the world is ending on x and not much of that on nostr, and when I shut it all down, sunshine, clouds, green grass, blossom.. Spring wonder..

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Multitasking..

I don't think i can

I can eat and watch tv, but can I taste the food and watch?

Listening a podcast while scrolling? Hearing and seeing whatever?

The body multitasks,

Digesting, breathing, beating, sweating while thinking about how to multitask

#canyou? #howdoyoudo?

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reasoNs

reasOns

reaSons

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rEasons

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reAsons

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So this is how it feels..

to spend

a quiz of searching, choice abundance, hell-case and yet when done a release, a relief being done with it,

feels good,

now the highway still need to show its worth

will it come,

will it arrive, I trust the digital in ways.. well.., I know no better, although I remember going to a shop once..

Keeping myself updated or I might rust with them old-school ways

..

What did I buy? I forgot..,

I'll see when the doorbel rings

One sat a day will be enough to live abundantly till the next extinct-level asteroid hits. Fight for immortality to find out if this is true.

Greetings from a Galaxy far far away