BRING DA MOTHERFUCKING RUCKUS!!!

Some of y'all haven't met a rela manifested before and that's what's wild to me.

he was diagnosed with chronic kidney disease over a year ago. It's unfortunately common for aging dogs

This boy is feeling much better today. Two nights ago was the worst he endured in his 12 years. After throwing up twice, he was in so much pain he could not sit, and stood for a total of 6 hours.

I don’t know if it was the lack of sleep the last few days or the heartbreak but when I walked into the vet in the morning I just burst out crying. Fortunately the doctor made a concoction of meds (gastric, anti nausea, anti inflammatory) which worked like a charm. But he can no longer take sub cut fluid as his arteries are too shrunk. We got him on IV drips and he started feeling much better again.

Later today we will get his full blood works profile. Internal testing showed infection. Very much hoping it’s an isolated infection and we can find an antidote.

But he is already at his end-stage. We will be focusing on palliative care moving forward.

The brain understands but the heart is hurting.

All I know is, I won’t put him through endless hospitalisation torture. He will do everything he loves for as long as he can. And I will find ways to keep his hospitalisation on a need-base only. When its time to say goodbye, I'd let him do it at his own terms.

I’m about to wake him up for his morning sunshine. He slept so well last night - baby steps but with endless gratitude for yet another day with my happy boy ❤️

*sighs and puts thumbs in belt loops*

Yep I reckon it's time I made my famous spinach artichoke dip.

Mmhmmm

My boy has gotten real bad this week. We’ve been up and down the vet nearly everyday. Today he couldn’t hold down his food or water. I’m on night watch. My mom is helping out. Next few days are super critical. I just hope by some miracle his toxin level reduces. He loves life too much to give up now. And I love him too much to imagine a life without.

When something you love so deeply is in pain, it’s a whole diff level of heartbreak

I don’t really understand the gripes about #nostr “sign up difficulty”, Twitter takes longer to load on a browser, and to sign up you have to put in your whole email then later your phone and face and credit card and go and click all these fake privacy options on or off.

How is that “easier” than downloading damus or primal and doing 2 clicks to make an account? Makes no sense!

Tiene millones usuarios leí por algún lado.

11:11

Cómo va? Yo nunca usé mi cupo

I drink coffee right before bed. Literally does nothing to me.

Asking the real questions