In a situation where two people have never been seen together, nobody can even assume their existence together unless you are very sick in the head.

And that absolutely doesn’t mean that I am asking to be given.

I simply hate how the major normies are writing the rules.

I am designed in a way where it is impossible for me to give or take what I am not given.

Why are you in my drawers anyways?

I felt like I should be shopping for feminine items a few days ago, and I haven’t done that in a few years then I realised that I was too busy focusing on how might others feels about it. I opened my drawers and I couldn’t find a thing that looks like me: everything looked like it belongs to a male teenager.

Too many rats running on the wheels of the machine. Rats of all sizes. Do not be one of them.

The media is designed in a way that meant to shape you. Once you start caring for it the results might satisfy you at the beginning and that when it becomes too late to get rid of it control over you; it has the power to break you into pieces at any moment.

Learn to just be you, you will be fine forever.

I truly don’t like it when people are deeply investing in how might others says about them instead of being deeply invested in how do you feel about yourself. You’ve got so much work to do to be there.

You might think I am crazy for what I am about to say but my tl got two modes: a brutal dark one when I go for days without posting and a smooth light one when I post.

Urgh

With increasing my supplements intake from 4 to 8 this week, I am quite concerned about how might that plays out with my weight stability issue.

Will find out in two weeks.

Days goes slowly when you are observing your overall health progress and it is a combination of frustration and excitement😆

However, there is a significant improvement in skin, nails and hair condition in the last two weeks and it could be due increasing my supplements intake from 2 to 4 last month.

When I first started, I was losing 1.5-2 kgs every week, now I am barely losing 1 kg per week and I do believe that has everything to do with water intake since it did significantly decrease through winter.

On a scale of timeline, I am doing good but on a scale of meeting my desired target I am not doing great.

I am experiencing a brutal weight stability issue in my journey to lose some pounds and it is so frustrating to deal with it despite reducing my food intake to one meal per day which is keeping me10 kgs from reaching my goal and 5 kgs from being underweight😅

I miss being respected by the masses.

Or as if I am not well off enough to deliberately make my own decisions as a grownup.

I truly miss doing things being deeply ensured that third-wheels wouldn’t get involved acting as if they are taking a part of any given situation that belongs to me.