I love everything about Amazon service, never fails to make a smile on my face.

cool I have regained 2 kgs in the last three days🙂‍↕️

terminating the pipeline is the only answer that left

I am no longer curious about it

where to find a comfort zone in such an abusive situation?

my comfort zone in the past four years was being curious about what would they do without me as I am became increasingly less disturbed by the endless life support they’ve been receiving from where I am at

kinda trying to figure out where to find a comfort zone in the unknown.

In my current position, feels like taking all the life support equipments out of a version of me that no longer exist.

with me being totally separated from the whole situation for far too long, there is truly nothing left to be addressed.

It is just my system responding to a new situation asking me to react & I’ve nothing left in me to respond to it

I've been thinking about why I might be feeling a little distracted since yesterday,

I've been comfortable in the comfort zone of the unknown for the past four years and I woke up to a different unknown reality.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

what the actual fuckkkkkkkk

Preparing to meet with friends over a drink or a meal to talk it all out

they are probably setting their alarms to go to work in the morning after taking their children to bed

a grief they have accumulated over by being irresponsible hypocrite lazy double standards brats

experiencing a tiny bit of grief I have been living with for a while 9 years of my life

what is wrong with the world? they keep reminding of how calm actually I am despite everything I have been through

my gosh bluesky is so depressing rn😅

I hate primal.. I am such a stupid innocent misfit for this world type of person