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Springtime for Zeon (Woggy Mk II)
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"How'd I get here? Ah, it's a long story. I graduated from UMSOT (Undergrad MS Operator training) and test pilot school in '77, back when it was on side 6. Oh, yeah, back then it was something different, we didn't have mobile suits back then, it was MWOTC... Anyways, when the war started, I was a ball pilot for a few weeks, flew three sorties and scored a lucky kill on a Zaku I, and 'cause I was the only one with a kill under my belt, I got chosen to fly with some secret squirrel things on the White Base (back then they just called it the Pegasus). Turns out in order to work on that top secret, feddie zaku ripoff, we couldn't be active EFSF personnel. We got discharged from the service so we could fly for some private shell company. Yeah, we lost MIL benefits, but the pay was so good we figured we'd go for it. We had three weeks to study the manuals and get trained on the simulators while we flew out to our assignment. They put me on the RX-78(a3/4) , but when we were en route to rendezvous to Side 7, the EFSF gave me my walking papers. Turns out, get...get THIS shit: They didn't "need my services any more." Can you believe that? One of the only guys trained on their new, crazy invincible MS, and they fired me.They tossed me, an ace, a qualified TEST PILOT out on my ASS. FOR A G/D FOURTEEN YEAR OLD. Yeah, you know who?! It was the doctor's kid, right? Remember that Tamm Ray guy from the training videos? Yeah, he got HIS kid to be the gundam pilot. Oh, no they tossed all of us. The entire team of mobile suit pilots, gone. Didn't even reassign us. So we're sittin' there, just lookin out the window, watching the stars go by, just angry as all hell, y'know? Fuming. I get an idea, right? So I says to the other guys, who cares? The zeeks need us more than the feddies do, so I went up front, showed the captain our discharge papers, and turned that sum'bitch around. Anyways, long story short, boy do those GM's explode easy! Oh man, jokes on them, the feddies drafted a LOT of stupid 14 year olds to drive those death traps.....so uh, what brings you to Axis?"

Continuing w/ the “wide hips” tag in pinup library:

Real autists don’t have the presence of mind to go around using it as an element of their personal brand, though.

Now that you mention it that’s a bit of why I lose it whenever that “Lost Kitten” song comes on. That stupid video of the girl, the memories, it just tickles this part of my mind that thinks about how I’m on the wrong course, all the missteps and screwups I’ve done, all the good things I’ve thrown away and easy routes I’d cheated

Regrets aren’t new, but the part that really gets me, the thought I’ve been running from for a while, is the possibility that I’m screwing up NOW by shacking up with an infertile woman that prevents me from building a family. Then I consider whether I’m vampirizing this young woman, blotting out “the best years of her life” in a way that will one day be cursed by her and her future “soul mate”. It’s just that fear that I’ve screwed up for so long my judgement can’t be trusted, I’m just self destructing while pretending I’m living right.

Scary stuff.

https://i.poastcdn.org/da12365aab7d764f283fba2b45a3ac1f82d48b3557f618e92da5145b860d4ba8.mp4

Guys we found someone for that typewriter thing!!!

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One writer tip I can pass is that jotting down a rough structure of what you’re excited about. It’s like adding a skeleton for the writing you’ll do, and if it’s a good idea or story you’ll want to get it on paper as fast as you can

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Well they might not like the same things you do, but you CAN find girls who like crafts (which can sometimes intersect with your hobbies) and write fanfiction/erotica, so that’s kinda close

They’re not a big portion of story, it’s the usual isekai fare, but at least has more going on than the standard linear a to b. Not sure if they ever finished it in english, very slow to update

Hoping the addition of tiddy will draw more attention (but no anime adaptation)

It’s been there for a long time. Mine said she was “super autistic” but she’s just very outward looking, like her CPU is pegged at 100% wondering “what is he thinking about me right now? Do I look good? What did that look mean? What? Does that girl not like me?!? What did I do?!”

not a great one for sure, story was okay in WN form, by jap LN toilet reading standards.

I just like the guy’s mainstream work, he doesn’t put out enough

I had just barely settled into “well I’m done looking, these chicks are awful and I’m not in a career spot to date anyways” like, 2 months before meeting current jeef

As long as you’re working on things, honing yourself then it might play out more naturally in the course of living

The last one is a true female sentiment, and the image doesn’t resonate w/ guys, I’m inclined on fem there. The 3rd just seems like one of those things a girl would post when she wants it, because the guy she wants to hang on doesn’t have time for her

and back to ‘girl’. The fact there are memes about blood and rot and stuff seems like something troons would avoid, and lots of mil/zoomer chicks I’ve known have had that creepy crime/viscera fetish for a while.

An ex used to play w/ my blood whenever I had practice tubes left over from teaching, WTF knows what she did with it

so far this is the only one that made me chuckle.

TBH the more I dive in the more I think it’s actually a real girl. I know because most of it is about self-loathing and melodramatic feelings while living a life of comfort and eases]

See the ones that make me think troon are the fact it’s on telegram, pretending to be an autismo woman, and when I first looked it was all those grose coomertranny posts where everything is about rough sex & being abused in bed. That just seems……troony to me

she’s found some “autistic woman” posting a bunch of memes on telegram, and I keep thinking they’re a bad influence because it just HAS to be a tranny…..but then the memes aren’t totally trooned out? They’re super horny and gross in that pervy tranny way sometimes, but others are so unfunny and bland they gotta be from a woman.