I like taking naps these days. It’s like my only natural drug that numbs me away from reality. I just woke up and realized that everything is still the same.

I have contacted a union representative for my work to see if I can join the union. Hopefully in the union I will get the representation and bargaining leverage that I need to get what it right for me. I have dealt with a super market union in the past. Back then I was on strike without pay for 5 and a half months and the union conceded and lost. I ended up leaving and finding another job.

My recovery is my own journey that I appreciate and I don’t compare it to anyone else’s. I am proud of the long windy road that I have come on. I’ll go off on a tangent if I want to due to my ADHD. That’s ok, because I like my story the best.

I am a loser because the help I asked for my illness; schizoaffective attribute, failed me. Not because I begged for reparations. I get it, I gotta achieve what I want on my own!

In some ways I have made rigid changes to my world but I have made no effect.

I am rigid about how I see change yet I have no discipline.

Sometimes you do not want to connect with anyone because it is pointless.

I don’t know how I got here but I do know my footsteps.

Trust that you will get to the destination so gallantly with the fortitude of faith and execution in mind.