atjack, you need a tom cruise-esque plot twist like the accounting error at the end of the firm to get out of the mess you are in—can’t turn left or right. govs on one side, dons on the other.

“i am very much like, i would say i am exactly like, a ship carrying a cargo that will never reach any port. and as long as I’m alive, that ship will always be at sea. so to speak.”