Humans. We are flawed in all the ways. Love matters but logic does too. Why continue to put yourself in a situation where either allows the other to abuse them? Toxicity is not the answer to world peace.

It’s probably for the best we all have a past & can grow from it. Choices do matter. I’ve sought to make amends for the mistakes I’ve personally made. Taking ownership of those took me through every level of hell. This was far before I came to #Nostr so it’s not surprising that people I’ve met from here IRL have never been able to break me completely.

Digit may have been a shy girl but I’m hoping she grew into a fierce woman. Besides, love makes people feel & act differently. I’ve certainly made all the mistakes in matters of the heart as I’ve admitted to some here & myself fully IRL. No matter how it forms there is nothing wrong with loving someone. Even if they are an asshole. Hell, I’m an asshole in the mind of many who met me. It wasn’t my intention to be a heartbreaker but it’s happened.

On the other hand: many have came to me later & thanked me for being brutally honest with them. They didn’t like what I said or did initially but eventually found the value in what happened. Not that it makes me

Happy to be the person who **IS** that way.

Some choose to be a victim forever & some don’t. I’m at the age in life where I’ve decided no matter what happens my choice is to remain peaceful. Come what may: no human will ever dictate my happiness, my love for humanity or my purpose in life.

It truly is what it is.