IMLE sex can be such a spiritual event that I can’t do it with just anyone. Before I could but life & universe changed all that.

Sad as it is. Even mediation can take me to some cosmic level where physical release has happened … though rarely. But that’s because it feels awkward to do alone.

Dreams always brought me messages. My former belief was humans are gods. They just don’t want to take accountability. Harsh or not. Cosmic mediation & timeline jumping lifelong so whatever “past lives” I’ve had are hard to decipher.

Aside from meditation it was never my goal to seek to be spiritual it was always natural. Then I looked into the eyes of someone who changed me forever. Again sad 😔 as that pain never goes away. Despite all I’ve done to attempt to forget him. Whatever

Life goes on. Cosmic connections exist. Good sex does but don’t go mixing your liquids with randoms as it can make things worse. Sometimes. Just my opinion. Definitely could be wrong.

And maybe always tell people if you’re in love with them. If not, you may be haunted the rest of your life like I am. No bueno.