No worries. I like being a father, even if in a limited way, no jumping out of the window. Most of my energy goes to being a dad, I try to budget my energy around it. (I only have him at home 50% of the time).

When I wrote this last night the pain was getting to my arms and even holding a tablet was too much. Early morning and end of day are the toughest. I have pain in all 4 quadrants, tired pretty much all the time, gut issues, brain fog, sudden bouts of anxiety and phases where I mostly try to keep depression at bay.