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Or hopelessness because statistically you're extremely unlikely to meet that one person in the first place. That was what I was originally reacting to.
I'm sorry you've been unsuccessful, but I hope you know that that isn't a reflection on you. Too many people measure worth by relationships, and it's just not true.