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Hi- I havenโ€™t posted daily updates because it felt important to allow myself enough time to draw material insights from the subtle shifts in consciousness Iโ€™ve experienced over the past few days of microdosing ๐Ÿ„๐Ÿ„โ€๐ŸŸซ

So, without further ado, here are my day 3-6 insights:

- the largest shifts remain the same as days 1&2: increased mental clarity, elevated mood, experiencing deeper connection to and presence within my environment, yet more detached from passing thoughts and emotions

- Iโ€™m experiencing a subtly stronger connection to subconscious / God / spirituality, find myself focusing on it more & praying with ease, God feels like a more material part of my daily life โ€” which I love. Im highly spiritual by nature & have felt a connection with a higher power since a young age. Lost it a bit due to mental health stuff yada yada but feels gratifying to feel like its natural to lean in

- I feel more in control of how I respond to irritants and stressors. I feel an increased ability to maintain agency over my responses to my external environment

- _significantly_ decreased PMDD symptoms leading up to my period which Iโ€™m so thankful for ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป those who live with pmdd will seriously benefit from this and it gives me hope. I will likely start microdosing during my luteal phase every month and tracking my symptoms. This part of my cycle is when I experience the greatest difficulty in maintaining healthy relationships with my mind & body bc of hormonal shifts that lead to extreme anxiety and depression. I feel like Iโ€™m cracking a code for integrated health intervention for pmdd and Iโ€™m pumped about it

โญ๏ธoverall I feel more authentically myself with just a subtle .1 mg of psilocybin in my system for the past 6 days. I feel more connected to my purpose, my environment, and the low time preference values I hope to lead my life with

Looking forward to continuing the experience - Iโ€™m considering altering the dosage slightly after this 10 day round ends this weekend so will post about that if so

Days 3-8 โ€” not 3-6, only 2 days left of the first round then 5 days integration before round two. Curious about shifts in consciousness during the 5 day integration period.

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