I called the Cleveland Clinic today and got that process started. 4-6 months.

I actually went a couple years ago. I knew what I had, but the symptoms didn't result in any findings and I wasn't in bad enough shape for anyone to care. Sure, I reported a crazy history but nothing is bad enough right now, was basically the outcome.

I've been taking life a few days at a time for a long, long time.

BTW: I'm logging all this for science and because it's actually very fascinating to have lived through. I've made it seem normal most of the time, but the overall story is fascinating. I think it helps to find your own life fascinating even it's not your best case scenario. I found 3 decades by putting myself through this. That seems like science worth examining.

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Transitioning?

Not that type of transition. Honestly, you won't understand, but I welcome your attempt. It's a totally unbelievable but true story.

It's just unsettling to see our country ending and not know what is ahead for my loved ones.

I call it like I see it, and I see things pretty clearly. I find it interesting that people still can't see the textbook application of how to create an authoritarian state. It really says a lot about the level of ignorance in our citizens.

You want to know why JD Vance says the professors are the enemies? Because they are smart. The fascist lies don't work on smarter people.