Used to hate every bit of fat in my body, at once from the perspective of learning girls must be skinny to be seen as beautiful in my teen years, but then also when I felt clearer that I was genderless I felt I should be flatter to be validated, like I was faking something otherwise. Lots of mental work and time passed now I can say, I'm not a woman and yet, I think curves are beautiful, on others and myself.
#nonbinary #queer #theythem
This is a "ramble", a stream of thought:
I am on hormone therapy with the hope to become so androgynous that people will have no confidence in an assumed pronoun other than "they".
People are pretty. I think my natural beauty is continuing through to my hormone transition, so, I don't need to become so distraught at my features or modify my body any other way. The hormones will do their work, I must now heal my mind and not worry about my body.
The mind is the source of all of Me, and it is going to take the most work 😵💫
being my best self feels more important than plucking my eyebrows and other body stuff. I have some more recovery to do before I can excel in myself.
I was able to sing karaoke for the first time yesterday 🥰 I strengthened the bond with my friends by being myself.
