I think my driving perspective has gotten a lot closer to this esp since COVID. questioning motives of many. I have a small circle to whom this doesn't apply. outside of that, it's hard for me not to question. and it feels like if my truth based off of other people it gets further away. my truth is inside. the truth...different story. not even sure what that is anymore.
(if im understanding ur thought correctly too)
I can't say for certain whether I understand my own thought correctly, so I won't judge your understanding.
"my truth is inside" - this is important! but how well do you understand that truth, and how much of it was influenced by others?
I think I may be headed somewhere with all of this. But how far am I willing to go?
great questions. I think how much was influenced by others is like layers of understanding that I can only Peel when I get quiet. and i'm sure it's more influenced than i'd like to admit. bc of unknown unknowns. this is also why I'm v picky about my input, what I watch, what I listen to, who i'm around.
I guess as far as your bandwidth allows. it's a good thought experiment and I appreciate you voicing it. it's important to know what's influencing me otherwise my compass can give false readings.
