this is beautifully written, nostr:npub1matmfxr293jejewrm72u50l2x5e6ypasn0ev2kns6srv05zfzf8s0z6fsr . And I am truly sorry for your loss. The extreme pain, the emotions that come crashing, the anger, the momentary need to forget everything - everything you said is so real. Yet, what matters is to wake up and keep going. And slowly learn to live again. And learning to live every moment to the best you can. Thank you for sharing this journey with us.